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Blogs > shysexual_MTgirl > Sexual desires, thoughts & ?s

I wish I'd never had sex...  

shysexual_MTgirl 42F  
760 posts
4/10/2016 2:23 pm

Last Read:
3/21/2018 1:32 am
I wish I'd never had sex...

But only because I discovered how fucking great it is. I love sex. But I want it all of the TIME! This most recent guy only reinforces that. I can't get him off of my mind. He was just so fucking good. Just right. The right amount of tender, the right amount of force. But I crave more of him. I dream of sucking his cock. I dream of him fucking me, cumming inside of me, then cleaning his cock off with my mouth.

It probably doesn't help that my pillow smells like him. When I smell it, I picture him laying there, holding me while we were talking. His hands running lightly over my body. My body that, for once, I wasn't thinking of what I looked like naked, if he found me attractive, that I should be under the blankets. I was content to lay there next to him, kissing and talking.

I think about him at the most random times. And I get shivers all over my body. I think about how his thick cock felt sliding into me the first time...so filling...mmmm. I think about his moans when I was lightly massaging his back and shoulders. He has a deep voice that is almost orgasm inducing. His mouth is magic, his hands are perfect...and that cock...I know I'll never get enough. I wish he was here right now. I would love to spend a weekend in bed with him. Or a week...or a month. LOL I know I would never tire of having him touch me, kiss me, lick me, fuck me.

I want to try anal. But I'm nervous. Not just about his size, long and thick...but about how I should prepare before this happens. And I'm not talking about lube, or foreplay. I'm talking about how I should prepare my body....cleanliness and what not. Any suggestions??

I know I strayed from the original topic, but he makes me almost wish I'd never discovered the joys of sex...especially with him. I wouldn't know what I was missing, and I wouldn't care....but I also wouldn't have had one of the most memorable nights I've had in a VERY long time.

I guess I don't want to give up the pleasure and joy sex brings me, but I wish I got to experience it way more often than I do.

rm_32mtguy 56M
3 posts
4/11/2016 1:06 pm

 I can't tell you how jealous I am off your last encounter. It sounded incredible, he is a lucky man!
As far as anal goes, if a man is willing to go there, then just make sure you have cleaned it best you can. I Jane done analysis numerous times and can tell you that at that point, passion is burning so high that nobody is thinking about cleanliness.


shysexual_MTgirl replies on 4/12/2016 9:37 am:
Oh, he wants to try anal, he's just worried about hurting me, due to his size. I worry about the cleanliness because of some stuff he said or did during our encounter.

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