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Blogs > shysexual_MTgirl > Sexual desires, thoughts & ?s

It's been awhile  

shysexual_MTgirl 42F  
760 posts
3/20/2019 12:11 am

Last Read:
9/18/2020 11:08 pm
It's been awhile

I know it's been a long time since I've posted. Apologies. I don't even know if anyone even reads this blog.

I mainly get on here for the blogs, anymore. I met someone in Dec of 2015 and we started flirting. We finally met in person in April of 2016...and since then, I have not wanted another man. I have not touched another man. I only want him.

The only thing? I don't think he trusts me or believes that I have not touched another man in that time. Is it that hard to believe? I mean, he knows my sexual appetite is huge. I love sex...but I just don't want anyone but him. It'll be 3 years in a month and he still turns me on just as much, if not more, than the day we met in person for the first time.

But there is a kink in it all....I've been friends with the other person for just as long as I've been with this guy. While chatting with this person, we got to know one another...I thought this person was a male for the longest time. Then she admits that she is a female and has a rather large crush on me. Which is shocking to me. She is so cute and amazing...she is the only one to turn my head and make me think of anyone other than the 1st guy. It's crazy. I've had experiences with women, and even if I'm bi, I cannot totally let go of dick. I need dick. And don't say "get a dildo." I have plenty of them. It's not the same as feeling a nice, throbbing, hard man...

I don't know what to do. She lives across the country and I don't have the means to travel.I keep trying to tell her, that maybe after she meets me, she won't be so into me....but she insists that I'm what she wants. And I'm tempted. It would be nice to have someone return the feelings I have, for once. I like her, she's smart, funny, insanely clever and cute. I just am really bad at relationships and guaging what people want from me....

In an ideal world, I could have both...but I don't think she'll settle for sharing and I know it's not fair to ask her to share.

What would you do?

Bdole940 41M
30 posts
9/14/2020 9:50 pm

 Hello there!


Bdole940 41M
30 posts
8/17/2019 11:36 am

 Go eat some pussy! That is what I would do. Take your man and make a trip.


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