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New Lease on Life!!!  

Fireman061 58M
3 posts
6/10/2008 7:35 am
New Lease on Life!!!

Recently I changed jobs and of course it was due to gas prices, "What else is new, right?". Most of us are trying to stay closer to home and find ways to still live. I had a decent State job but it just wasn't paying enough and my contact with people was limited to talking on the phone, so I decided to try and find another job that was in my educational range since I did go to college and have 2 degree's that I felt were going to waste. Well needless to say the only things I could apply for were out of state and everyone knows companies are going to pick people that live in the area before out of state people. I came across a job, not close to my education but it was close to home and it actually did pay more than my state job. I took it for a temporary fix and what I found was it really wasn't as bad as I thought because within 2 weeks I was in the management side. Yes, it was a clerk at a convince store...lol...But it has given me back something I felt I didn't have which was contact with other people, and it seems to be paying off. I am a married man but my wife and I are very estranged and really instead of a marriage its more of a room mate companionship type of deal. We don't sleep together, or even have sex, so I play on the side. No, she doesn't know but I do believe she suspects and for now she doesn't say anything. All this has seemed to make me feel more like a man again. I was beginning to think my life was worthless and meaningless other than being a father and taking care of my . I felt as though my happiness was thrown aside and I had nothing to to look forward to. I got back to talking with people, and even a little connection with friends. Being on here I have even talked to a couple of ladies who seem very nice and want no more out of a relationship than I do. I hope they read this and try to connect with me. I recently added them to my HOT LIST. but I'm waiting to see. Any way's I have hope again and feel like I am wanted as a man again even if it is only for brief encounters. So thats my new lease on life.

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