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Inside When you look in my eyes do you see what I feel? Do you see what you mean to me? Am I real to you or just your plaything? Am I more than you bargained for? When you make me promises how soon before they are broken? Does it even matter or will I be forgotten before you even think to hit delete, back or next? Am I just a diversion or do I mean something, anything to anyone? Could I be the one you dream of when all alone? Am I the vision you masterbate to when alone in your bed at night? Do you see a future with me, full of happy diversions and memories? Am I worth anything to anybody? Words, words, words, but do they mean a damned thing? Could I be the one that makes you smile when all alone, full of thought and wishes? Can I be there when you break apart to put you together again? Can I be the one? The only special one? I hope, I pray to no god. I wish... Oh gosh, in the light of day with a sobor (even if still spinning) head this post seems to reveal too much of my inner turmoil. It's a bit like being caught naked! I thought about removing it, then thought no. It's a deeper peek, a bit dark in places, but it's honest. I should explain perhaps that today is an anniversary of mine. I would have been married 9 years today had it lasted. So perhaps that is why the sadder musings. Enjoy, or not. It's all ok. |
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A tributary is a diversion. Still waters run as deep as a mud puddle at times. You my dear are like watching a tsunami run ashore... that lil' ripple is really gonna unleash once it hits shore! Your ONE will come. You'll cum sooner with more tequila though
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Wow, thanks hon! I did indeed enjoy that.
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