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Move along, nothing to see here.... So my obsessive, stalkerish, add your own adjective ex spent about an hour harassing me this past Saturday, stuck on the question of whether or not I've had sex since we split. I still maintain that it is none of his business and still refuse to discuss it. The dude was banging on my bedroom door repeating the same couple of questions when I refused to answer him. It's like he refuses to hear what I say repeatedly. "I'm moving on, I do not want to be with you, I can't forgive you for what you put me through, stop asking me about my personal life, you're here for the not for me, act like a reasonable adult, ect ect ect." I got to the point of telling him that if he doesn't knock it off that he will no longer be able to be around me period. That would mean he'd have to find a place to watch the other than my house, or not at all if he couldn't act appropriately, and certainly no more "family days" where we go somewhere together with the . They don't need to see dad acting like an ass. As a peace offering he bought me a sandwich from subway. I call it a guilt sandwich, but I digress. He tells me he's still in love with me. I tell him it's because I never broke his heart the way he broke mine, but he needs to get over it because it will never be reciprocated again. Also that love doesn't mean harassment or possession. It means wanting the other person to be happy, even if it's not with you. I wonder if he can even get this concept, ever. Alright, so I'm done ranting about this for now. Yep, I feel better already. And then I get this offline this morning from a guy in Africa that I've chatted with off and on for awhile with: " my Angel,i know you have logout.i will like to tell you this that i love you from deep down of my heart.have been trying to hide the feeling within myself but i can't do it anymore,because i realised that i was hurting myself.i want to tell you that i love you.and i wish to be with you.and to spend the rest of my life with you."  Dude doesn't even know me! Just a bit of chatting here and there, no flirting. What the hell??? I'm thinking I attract crazy. Must be my sparkly personality that attracts them. All that shine.  Anywho gotta laugh less ya like crying. Anyone else spend some time with crazy lately?  |
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Is the guy in Africa from Ghana? I get those mails here regularly...
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8/17/2009 11:28 am |
But I thought you knew, I love you. I've been looking for someone to share my pudding with. Every since we starting talking the voices have stopped telling me what to do, and I've been able to stop taking my medication. The doctors even say I might get to go home soon. Every time they put me in my white jacket and I'm stuck there hugging myself I was thinking of you. Is this crazy enough for you???
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But I thought you knew, I love you. I've been looking for someone to share my pudding with. Every since we starting talking the voices have stopped telling me what to do, and I've been able to stop taking my medication. The doctors even say I might get to go home soon. Every time they put me in my white jacket and I'm stuck there hugging myself I was thinking of you. Is this crazy enough for you??? 
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8/17/2009 1:24 pm |
Yeah girl you attract crazy, because you attracted me the crazy Englishman  , Well it was my mind that you attracted the rest of me just does it's own thing???? Mind you on a serious note for sure he needs to get over it.guys that carry on like that are the ones who realise they messed up and lost the one real woman in their life. So you stick to your guns AM, lots Cxxxxx
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Yeah girl you attract crazy, because you attracted me the crazy Englishman , Well it was my mind that you attracted the rest of me just does it's own thing???? Mind you on a serious note for sure he needs to get over it.guys that carry on like that are the ones who realise they messed up and lost the one real woman in their life. So you stick to your guns AM, lots Cxxxxx I'm a sticking to 'em!
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He tries to be controlling but I'm too stubborn and smart for that. His apartment is above a day sleeper so the kids are too loud to be there. Hmmm nice for me eh? I agree with the growing up and acting respectable and responsible and told him so. Repeatedly. Thanks for the encouragement. 
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He watches them while I work and sleep on the weekends, when he's not too busy being selfish. I try to spend as little time in his presence as possible, but kid functions at school, kids shopping, ect. they want both of us there so I comply with their wishes. Just won't be able to do that if he can't or won't grow up and smarten up. I'm afraid the Ghanaian would only add fuel to the fire.
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8/17/2009 6:37 pm |
Who new pink eye was an STD.
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Who new pink eye was an STD. 
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that sounds like my ex! "ohh baby I would leave all the other women if you would only take me back" good luck...I kicked mine out 3 years ago and he still gives me the same crap.
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that sounds like my ex! "ohh baby I would leave all the other women if you would only take me back" good luck...I kicked mine out 3 years ago and he still gives me the same crap.  Does that mean I have 17 more years of this shit??? Eh, I can do it. Let him eat his heart out. 
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