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Blogs > peekabooicu2ucme > Musings and mayhem of my mind

Well huh  

peekabooicu2ucme 46F
3728 posts
12/28/2010 5:56 am
Well huh
Last night I went back and read all of my old posts from beginning to present day.
My Gawd! I of course am the only one who knows precisely what was going on at every point in time, and as I reminisced about each point in time and where I was emotionally, where on the path of which relationship I was, and exactly whom I was connecting with and or getting to know. It was kind of mind blowing to think of it all in context. I remembered friends that are no longer here, moments that I had all but forgotten, saw things that I had not at that moment realized, and thought of where I am now compared to where I was then.
I remembered moments with friends, moments with lovers, and moments with complete douches. And I was grateful for all of these things if for no other reason than for learning. (Okay, so to be honest the moments with douches I could have done without mostly, but eh, I've learned how to better deal with their dumbfuckery )

It was amazing to me to take it all in at once and I felt at peace with what is. I even got to re-read some of Pater Familias' old comments and that made me laugh a lot.

I have missed writing a lot and am enjoying catching up with you all. I missed the interaction here!

Anywho, I have things circling my brain that I'm not sure I want to write out...yet, but I will eventually. Yeah, yeah, I'm such a tease!

Happy New Year to you all!



Come visit me too peekabooicu2ucme
citizen4722 66M  
74582 posts
12/28/2010 7:01 am

 I like being teased so I'll look forward to reading your pending thoughts in the new year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR


Baltasar45 63M
9207 posts
12/28/2010 7:30 am

 I sometimes go through old blog posts to provide a link in a comment somewhere and have the same experience. Where have these people gone (uh, sometimes F and when did he/she appear as a watcher?
<- Profile photo courtesy of Bonding with coworkers


horny196364 60M

12/28/2010 8:25 am

 love to chat with you sometime


rm_bengl66 63M
7288 posts
12/29/2010 4:28 am

 hello
I look often at my old blog posts.
I've seen that were deleted the blog comments from friends who
have left this site.


WELCOME ON MY BLOG
[blog bengl66]


horny4770 67M

12/30/2010 1:50 pm

 I was beginning to think you were never coming back... ...glad I was mistaken. When those circling thoughts settle, put them in print, you have Watchers, you know.

Happy New Year, Tease...

H.


fenris_call 49M
10587 posts
12/30/2010 7:17 pm

 Tease away Peeks! Happy to see you are happy! New Year, new happies for you!
Sapere aude, cor ad cor loquitur. RaMbLiNgS oF a LoSt MiNd


sykobabul 58M

1/2/2011 12:39 pm

 Brain circling - well, with all the empty space in mine, I need something to fill it. As for the dumbfuckery, idiot-arseholes and ass-hats that I deal with on a regular basis, I am sure that I can blog for the next fucking thousand years. Unless I genetically alter myself into a Vulcan or a Time Lord, I will never, EVER be able to tell all of my stories.
However, I think I will save the best ones for here

Peace all

syko


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