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Egg watch and some drama
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Egg watch and some drama When we candled the eggs this weekend we tossed out the ones that hadn't developed, or had obviously stopped developing. We're down to 9 possibles. Today was the first day that they would/could hatch, but none so far. 2 more days of watching and waiting, though if any haven't by then we'll candle again to see if it's a good idea to wait any longer. I'm getting pretty excited about having wee chicks again.  I also got some seed starting trays today and will start planting tomorrow. I can't wait to have my flower garden again. Veggies too, but flowers!  My bulbs I planted in the fall are popping up and most of the snow is gone.  The river was VERY high today! It's supposed to rain tomorrow again too. *sigh Anywho, I had a wee bit of drama Saturday with Cinderella. She took a bike ride and ended up at her birth mother's apartment. Court order says no contact unless Cinderella's counselor condones it and she doesn't. Up until then Cinderella had told me that she didn't want anything to do with DB unless she was mad at me for something like telling her to clean her room or do her homework. She thinks she has changed her mind about that. I'm sure she's feeling a lot of things especially going to school with her 2 half sisters (twins) that still live with their mother. (Well at least they do now, she's abandoned them with various relatives numerous times while going out and getting fucked up and fucked only to retrieve them when the support money dries up.) I did a bunch of research and found a lot of articles dealing with this sort of thing so Friday when I take her to counselling we'll talk about it a lot. Dirty Bitch called me up afterwards and told me a bunch of bull shit about how she's been sober for 2 years, has changed so much, matured...blah blah blah.  Yeah. That's why The Boy got arrested recently for going to her place with a friend and smoking her pot.  It's a small town. She did tell me that I've done an amazing job raising Cinderella. I told her I didn't need her say so to realize that. I know how great she is because I have been with her every day and know exactly who she is and how far she's come despite her abuse and neglect and I don't want to see any of the progress she's made to be thrown aside by being around anyone that would drag her down. Also she's only 13. I'm not done raising her yet.  Anywho, it's stressful. I know Cinderella will always love her birth mom, and that I can't tell her all the horrible shit she's done and does besides the stuff she already knows. I've never tried to tear down DB to her. Attacking the birth parent of a makes them feel attacked and I just won't do it. She knows far too much for a anyways. All I can do is to try to protect her from the toxicity that is DB. A manipulative crack that finds a new leaf every 6 months or so...when it suits her purpose, and then fucks every one around her both figuratively and literally. I did an asshole thing though. I was mad at PF for letting her go on a bike ride knowing that she doesn't always go where she says she's going, and has lied and gone places she wasn't supposed to go before. I yelled at him. I know that he was only trying to get her off the couch and out of the house. I know that he was trying to give her some trust. I know that he didn't know what would happen. I was pissed anyways and I took it out on him because I didn't want to yell at Cinderella and because I'm angry about the situation. I hate it that DB moved so close to me and I can't really move. At least not easily. I own my house outright. I don't want to sell it and move away from my family and job. 5 more years I'm locked into the state retirement system. I have a ton of things I'm fixing in my house one thing at a time. It's not worth a ton, but when it's all fixed it will be great. Hell I think it's great now. But the thought does cross my mind. 5 more years Cinderella will be 18. I'm just not sure what the right thing to do is, but it's probably not the easy thing. Anywho, it's the 2nd time in 3 years of knowing PF that we've had an argument. I did most of the yelling though.  I apologized, he apologized, but I still feel like shit about it. I handled my stress poorly and took it out on the one person (besides the midgets) that means the most to me.  He's over it, I'll get over it, it just sucked all around. Anywho, that's it for now. I'm still waiting on the court's decision about RB. I did however find a ton of funny pics today. Anything new in your corner of the world? Got any words of wisdom for me? Anyone deep in the mafia?   |
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am looking for an aged and horny female for a erotic relation/camsex/phonesex/real sex. if anyone interested pm me and add me.
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4/11/2011 9:09 pm |
wow, interesting story
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4/11/2011 9:11 pm |
Peeks...I'm thinking PF knows you didn't mean it...I would forgive you in a heartbeat, no doubt. On a side note, I'm just curious if you are an aged and horny female for a (dumbass! doesn't know 'an' precedes words starting with vowels) erotic relation/camsex/phonesex/real sex? 'Cause if you are...hell, I think I might just know the stupid mother fucker you could pm and add. Not sure, but if you fit the description, be sure to let me know...geeeesh! WTF? Gotta be a joke right. You knew this guy and he's just joking around and the joke's on me? Yeah, that's gotta be it. Wew! for a minute there, I thought there was somebody out there who's so fucking stupid and lazy that they've not read your profile for one or any other blogs for two, which would tell anybody with even a snail's-ass worth of intelligence that blabbin out crap like that on random blogs is deserving of getting your ass run over by a speeding concrete truck. So it's a good thing you were joking around. Punked me good! OBTW...I usually don't use such profane language. I'm sorry about that. I was moved. Like a turd in a bowel movement...moved to lower myself to stench and I'll understand if you delete this. No worries. He who has a why to live can bear almost any how.  ~Friedrich Nietzsche
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Peeks...I'm thinking PF knows you didn't mean it...I would forgive you in a heartbeat, no doubt. On a side note, I'm just curious if you are an aged and horny female for a (dumbass! doesn't know 'an' precedes words starting with vowels) erotic relation/camsex/phonesex/real sex? 'Cause if you are...hell, I think I might just know the stupid mother fucker you could pm and add. Not sure, but if you fit the description, be sure to let me know...geeeesh! WTF? Gotta be a joke right. You knew this guy and he's just joking around and the joke's on me? Yeah, that's gotta be it. Wew! for a minute there, I thought there was somebody out there who's so fucking stupid and lazy that they've not read your profile for one or any other blogs for two, which would tell anybody with even a snail's-ass worth of intelligence that blabbin out crap like that on random blogs is deserving of getting your ass run over by a speeding concrete truck. So it's a good thing you were joking around. Punked me good! OBTW...I usually don't use such profane language. I'm sorry about that. I was moved. Like a turd in a bowel movement...moved to lower myself to stench and I'll understand if you delete this. No worries.  Peeks is a tough, articulate lady and perfectly capable of maintaining her own anti douchebag defense system All are welcome to an audience with The Magnificent One oldirtybacchus
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PS. I'm looking for an aged and horny female myself there Peeks so be sure to PM me All are welcome to an audience with The Magnificent One oldirtybacchus
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4/12/2011 2:58 am |
I hope when crack whore told you that you've done an amazing job raising Cinderella you asked her how the fuck she'd know, it's not exactly her area of expertise. Or maybe you should have just said "oink, fucking, oink". Sucks about your girl though. Don't expect it to be the last time, 13 start of the teenage years. She'll be trying to find out who she is as an individual and testing boundaries. That could lead her back to mommy's place. How well did you listen to your parents during your teen years? It's extra tough for gets coming from broken homes. I'd advise you to start stocking up on aspirin now. Your asshole moment is not the end of the world either. I doubt he expects you to be perfect, none of us are, and I'm pretty sure that includes him as well. You gotta take the bad with the good. I've heard that couples who never fight don't have anything worth fighting for. Besides, make up sex doesn't just happen by it's self now. Lastly, now your an AGED horny female?? Wow, you might be able to let the rest of it slide but AGED? Your not bad for an old broad. Unhook your oxygen tank and I'll bend you over your walker. If we're lucky you won't fall asleep and be able to remember who I am when it's over.
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am looking for an aged and horny female for a erotic relation/camsex/phonesex/real sex. if anyone interested pm me and add me. . . . . . . . . . . Oh Gawd, that was a good laugh!
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wow, interesting story
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Peeks...I'm thinking PF knows you didn't mean it...I would forgive you in a heartbeat, no doubt. On a side note, I'm just curious if you are an aged and horny female for a (dumbass! doesn't know 'an' precedes words starting with vowels) erotic relation/camsex/phonesex/real sex? 'Cause if you are...hell, I think I might just know the stupid mother fucker you could pm and add. Not sure, but if you fit the description, be sure to let me know...geeeesh! WTF? Gotta be a joke right. You knew this guy and he's just joking around and the joke's on me? Yeah, that's gotta be it. Wew! for a minute there, I thought there was somebody out there who's so fucking stupid and lazy that they've not read your profile for one or any other blogs for two, which would tell anybody with even a snail's-ass worth of intelligence that blabbin out crap like that on random blogs is deserving of getting your ass run over by a speeding concrete truck. So it's a good thing you were joking around. Punked me good! OBTW...I usually don't use such profane language. I'm sorry about that. I was moved. Like a turd in a bowel movement...moved to lower myself to stench and I'll understand if you delete this. No worries.  Eh, just shows intelligence. 
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Hey cool down Dr J Peeks is a tough, articulate lady and perfectly capable of maintaining her own anti douchebag defense system Thanks!
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PS. I'm looking for an aged and horny female myself there Peeks so be sure to PM me
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I hope when crack whore told you that you've done an amazing job raising Cinderella you asked her how the fuck she'd know, it's not exactly her area of expertise. Or maybe you should have just said "oink, fucking, oink". Sucks about your girl though. Don't expect it to be the last time, 13 start of the teenage years. She'll be trying to find out who she is as an individual and testing boundaries. That could lead her back to mommy's place. How well did you listen to your parents during your teen years? It's extra tough for gets coming from broken homes. I'd advise you to start stocking up on aspirin now. Your asshole moment is not the end of the world either. I doubt he expects you to be perfect, none of us are, and I'm pretty sure that includes him as well. You gotta take the bad with the good. I've heard that couples who never fight don't have anything worth fighting for. Besides, make up sex doesn't just happen by it's self now. Lastly, now your an AGED horny female?? Wow, you might be able to let the rest of it slide but AGED? Your not bad for an old broad. Unhook your oxygen tank and I'll bend you over your walker. If we're lucky you won't fall asleep and be able to remember who I am when it's over.  And that Cinderella turned out to be great despite her best efforts to the opposite. Yeah, I don't know for sure what'll happen, but then again who the hell ever does? I have to believe that she's smart enough to see through a lot if not most of the bull shit. She's just searching for herself and isn't sure what DNA has to do with it yet. Yeah, tons of Aleve. I guess I'm an old fogey now. 33 is the new 70?  Well hot damn! If I knew I could get bent over my walker without the O2 we'd have hooked up when I could still stand for more than a minute! Who are you again?  Oh, and I IM'ed you and got nothing. Sheesh.
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I think it's admirable what you are doing to help the girl out. Especially that you see that badmouthing DB is not the right thing to do, no matter how tempting it might be. I'm going through a similar situation but sadly the other people involved think that it's totally ok to badmouth me when I've done nothing but help out. I have refrained from badmouthing the other parties involved and don't get the same courtesy in return. Hopefully one day soon, the kids will see the whole story for what it is...but until then, trying to deal with a 13 yr old girl is NO picnic. You've got a huge heart to help the girl out like you are and she's very lucky to have you in her life. You sound like the kind of role model she needs. Best of luck to you in dealing with her. 
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4/12/2011 8:44 am |
Hey cool down Dr J Peeks is a tough, articulate lady and perfectly capable of maintaining her own anti douchebag defense system He who has a why to live can bear almost any how. ~Friedrich Nietzsche
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I think it's admirable what you are doing to help the girl out. Especially that you see that badmouthing DB is not the right thing to do, no matter how tempting it might be. I'm going through a similar situation but sadly the other people involved think that it's totally ok to badmouth me when I've done nothing but help out. I have refrained from badmouthing the other parties involved and don't get the same courtesy in return. Hopefully one day soon, the kids will see the whole story for what it is...but until then, trying to deal with a 13 yr old girl is NO picnic. You've got a huge heart to help the girl out like you are and she's very lucky to have you in her life. You sound like the kind of role model she needs. Best of luck to you in dealing with her. Thanks for the encouragement and nice comment.
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You're right...I'm ashamed of myself to stoop, it just really pissed me off for a moment. I apologize. I didn't even stop to think about it (not to mention...as a gold, I sometimes forget that standards don't see the provocative photos that go along with the text and I was taken aback by the word and schlong combination). Sorry 'bout that. I wasn't trying to come off as stickin-up for her when she's more capable than I am, it was just a knee-jerk reaction to an idiot. Good call O'dirtyB, Thanks for knocking me back in line. And words, eh, they don't bother me most of the time. It's good amusement to see someone act silly.
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Not a lot going on in my part of the world. The only Mafia I'm involved with is on bace fook! Even that's gone quiet  It's not the first and probably not the last arguement you'll have with PF, so don't beat yourself up about it. 
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Not a lot going on in my part of the world. The only Mafia I'm involved with is on bace fook! Even that's gone quiet It's not the first and probably not the last arguement you'll have with PF, so don't beat yourself up about it. Yeah, my "mafia" has been neglected as of late. I know people argue, I just hate it.
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