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Somebody That I Used to Know...
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Somebody That I Used to Know... No, not YOU guys, lol. I'm referrring to myself. Do you ever go back and read your old blog posts? I've been here almost five years now and I have a pretty substantial body of work here. Not all of it is interesting or even remotely noteworthy, but it chronicles a significant time in my life. As I look back on it, it's hard for me to believe that I was ever that naive, lol. But that was then, and this is now. So let's see...where did I leave off? Last time I was here, the infamous Hornet had just passed away. We're a few months shy of one year without her, and I can assure you that NOTHING HAS CHANGED. I mean, sure I got to choose the menu for the holidays and sure, we're able to leave for Spring Break without worrying about her welfare, but other than that? Status quo, Baby. Hubby and I haven't been intimate since last April...so yeah. Par for the course round here. I guess the main difference is that I am no longer optimistic about things changing between us. I've resgined myself to the fact that we will probably never have sex again. I actually don't WANT to have sex with him, and I told him as much. I have no feelings for him physically anymore. I still love him immensely, but it's a different kind of love. We still don't fight, we still laugh and joke and when I'm sad, his lap is the one I want to curl up in. But yeah...at some point in the last year we hit a fork in the road and went our separate ways... What else....hmmm.... Still on Twitter, 12k followers strong. Weird, I know. Still have two kick ass . Still buying vibrators in bulk, lol. I had a dude I was hanging with for a while, we'll call him Danny (because that's his name and he's not on this site anyway). That was fine for a while, but he resides in New York and the distance proved to be overwhelming. Plus he wasn't quite what I wanted in bed. In retrospect, I may have walked away too quickly from that situation. Then again, I might just be saying that because I'M HORNY AS FUCK. That's right folks: I've become one of those women who bitches at waiters and talks to her canned goods and relates entirely too closely with characters on TV. You look at her and whisper, "Man, she needs a good hard fuck!" And I do. But enough about me for the time being, lol. I need to go meet my personal trainer (female, no homo (unfortunately)). I'll be back later to smooch on you all a bit  .xoxo P.S. In my new role as Mama Bear, I want to warn the local ladies: If you are chatting with James92659, be aware that his pics are all stolen. I used one of those reverse serach apps and he's using pics of a semi-well-known life coach and fitness guru. I called him on it, but it seems he's still lurking in the waters. Just a heads up...  When it comes to sex, I need a STRONG connection. Otherwise, the page just keeps buffering and takes FOREVER to load... |
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GOOD
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Good to see you back  I tried the LDR thing but it didn't work out, so I'm back on the market. Man, the pickings are slim here in the Land of the Rising Sun, especially if you're not Japanese 
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Welcome back! It's good to see you again. Take it easy, guns are cold. 
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So good to see you writing again and thanks for being our mama bear.
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I cant wait to see more of you again. Especially if being "Horny as Fuck" is contagious. Sir Teezalot WAR IS ABSURD
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O f course you kid are still kickass, but sorry to hear things aren't better between you and the hubby. I'm glad to hear you're working out - because sometimes you just need to PUNCH something. We're here for you, should you need us.  Check out my profile or and become a "watcher" of my blog FMAOPLS,to learn more about me, and for intelligent, lively, smartassy and fun discussion, with a little irreverence thrown in. "Like" or comment on my photos, and I promise I'll add more. Thanks.
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Can't believe it's been two years since Chicago at the end of this month. I go back and I look at my old blogs and usually to kind of remind myself what I don't want to be again least the kind of shape I was in, and to read old comments from people who are no longer here still nice to see their thought provoking words. Sorry about you and hubby, least there is still emotional love. Don't compromise yourself! You are all you've got!
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Well the Hornet's no longer a factor and your kids are older (and probably even more kick ass) , so what are you going to do for you? Now's as good a time as any to think about what *you* want the next act of your life to look like.
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So it's a roommate situation now? Like Will and Grace? Smart as a horse and hung like Einstein.
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Great to hear from and 'see' you again... Always a pleasure! Enjoy the workout and Happy St. P's Day to you up in Madison!
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I've not been on twitter for about a year! The long distance in a relationship is a pain. I was in a situation like that last year. It didn't have to be complicated. You haven't lost your curves though 
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Hang in there... things have a way or working out. At least that's what I keep telling myself. Save a horse, ride a cowboy!!
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Hi there....good to see you again. I'm sorry life hasn't changed that much for you but, as you say, at least the Hornet is gone which has to be some improvement.  ~~Anais Nin~~
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Dang, girl. I am sorry things have not changed for you. At least you seem to have come to a conclusion, and can move on. I hope it all works out well.
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