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Not another tear.....  

cinnamontaste69 48F
982 posts
3/8/2014 4:07 am
Not another tear.....

My face is damp and my eyes red, wet and swollen...I tried hard not to do this....to hide the pain....the disappointment...I didn’t want to acknowledge it.....to everyone around me I look like the normal me....But as I sit alone thinking more about it....I became very distance...I retreated to a secluded area where no one could see me...or the pain that I held in for a weeks now...I felt if I kept it in any longer I would do more harm than good to my soul...All these tears.....soooo much pain.....Sometimes love is just not enough....when I love someone......I love them with all my heart. ..I’m very sincere ...of course you're already familiar with the other sides of Cinn...this side is one..... no one knows because I don’t allow anyone there....EVER....Today I wept because I couldn’t hold it in any longer....I tried to explain it away....I looked for reasons under the sun...and even towards the moon...but the clouds came no matter how hard I tried......they stayed.....why did they stay....why now.... Sometimes I’m stupid.....even very dumb...but I chose love over hate...hate consumes the soul and makes it soo dark and miserable that nothing can live there......but more hate...I need to show tough love...let me pickup my courage and find my heart...walk over to the mirror...look at my swollen red eyes again...say the words Cinn...
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WantAFuck2Day 53F
1051 posts
3/8/2014 4:59 am

 I tend to do the same: love with my whole heart then try to hide the pain when the love is gone. I know that pain and I'd give ya a hug if I could.


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