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Saying good bye to 2018…..  

cinnamontaste69 48F
982 posts
12/29/2018 6:28 am
Saying good bye to 2018…..

A simple random post....

Every year at this time I hope and pray for a better upcoming year. I will say that 2018 started off with heart break and some very unexpected expenses, I am still pushing on. I am taking on more roles at home as my divorced has been finale for a while now. It’s challenging but family first. The longer I on stay online during the day the more I see old lovers that I thought forgot about me or moved on from LesbianPersonals. It’s wonderful. I am reminded of Bad Cinn. I do not see Bad Cinn as much as possible but I need to. Stress is settling in but the desire for sex is just as strong.

There is so much going on now, just can’t fuck everyone. Occasionally, you get the ones who think because you are on LesbianPersonals you are obligated to fuck them. Got love them.
In the middle of all of my chaos, is a life I want but can’t seem to hold onto very well because I can intimidate some lovers at time.

When I meet a man in person, always the same lines. Most are afraid that they can not fulfill my needs. The ones that have met me in person know I have one very important rule, no sex on the first meet, PERIOD!!!! There are a lot that can not keep their hands to themselves. This scares me because if you do not understand stop then what happens when sex is actually introduced.

Back to the life I want, a simple life with lots and lots of dirty, nasty sex with just one man. I am tired of the multiple lovers. I see this change in me and I am not sure I like it. I want to be unleashed and loved but treated like a slut. I want to be sexually indulged but appreciated.

In 2018, the pain was beyond my belief more than my heart could handle but my mind would not allow my body to rest. I buried myself in other tasks. Now I have remerged stronger than before.

I thought to myself, I need to change everything around me because I am fucking great. Changed happened. I went back to camming which was overwhelming for me,…believe it or not. Too much too fast. I missed it but too much attention. So, I created another profile, very low-key just to cam nothing else. That turned out to attract just as much attention. No matter what I do, my sexual desire comes across very strong. Somewhere inside I feel ashamed of being me, Bad Cinn. How is that possible? I love myself but I do hear most women speak badly of women like me. Women that love sex too much do not acknowledge their motherhood. Do I love sex too much?? I didn’t think so. Being a great mother and having sex is a bad thing? You must choose one or the other? Both are not possible? As 2018 draws to a close, I am left with self-doubt but I want it all. Can I remain a great mother and be Bad Cinn ? We shall see…..

I should be your favorite spice.FACE DOWN, ASS UP. GIVE MY PUSSY LIPS A KISS

So How far will you go

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