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Adapting?
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Adapting? I haven't written a new blog in ages. Had some health issues that wore me down. In body and mind. I am in very good health right now. I had and overcame 2 Cancers. Found my weakness, tiredness and pain were from contracting HEP C. I found out because I went to a local Emergency room for my severe dizziness. My friend called ahead to have someone ready to take me as soon as I got there. They had a wheelchair to sit me in. One look and they called for a gurney and assorted medical equipment. As they started wheeling me up the ramp, I passed out. Later I was told I died for about 4 seconds before they Fibralated me back to life! I ended up hospitalized for 5 days. Very quick recovery. The thing is, this was a great happening for me. I found that I am a strong willed man. A man who refused to quit. I was asked to use Interferon to combat my HEP C. Therein lies my problem. Combat a disease? Why not cure this disease? Then Interferon was the standard way to deal with it. I knew about the trouble Interferon brings and the very low success rate. I refused. I said treat me to maintain some semblance of good health until a cure is found. I was monitored every month for almost 2 years. Then they called me in for a consult. They had a regimen that had an 83% cure rate! Would I be willing to try this new regimen? I did. It was a 28 week, 2 pills every day. Then after 28 weeks I return for a complete work up to see if I'm still HEP C undetectable. When I started I had a Viral load over 25 million!! Let that number settle for a moment. My first check up was 30 days after. My DR came in like whirlwind, jitterbugging his way to me, hand stretched out to me!. He was ecstatic to tell me my new viral load was 105!! 25 mill to 105 in 30 days!! He said, You my friend will be my OG with HEP C?? I was stunned, had no words. When I got some semblance of control I blurted out, I'm no gang banger. To make a long story somewhat shorter, I went on to be this Hospitals 1st ever cure of HEP C. This led to problems for me sexually. Which I will get to soon. My 2nd Cancer was found because I do get my Prostate exam every year since I was 45 yo. They found some dark masses in my anal cavity. I then had 3 anoscopies. They put a miniture camera probe up my ass? Was not as bad as it seems. I even watched the probing on a monitor next to the bed. They took biopsies the last 2 times. Found I had very early Anal Cancer in my Lymph Nodes. Then the most miserable time of my life came along. Chemo and Radiation!! The Chemo was easy peasy, lemon squeesy. 5 days with a time release bag I had to were at the beginning and end of my Radiation treatments. The Radiation was the absolute worst. I had 31 treatments! Saturdays and Sunday were no treatment day. So it wasn't 31 straight days but more. At around the 20th day my butt cheeks started ti=o itch and itch and itch. I couldn't sit still in one position for long. Fidgeting became my movement. Then the itching became pain, a lot of pain. Turns out I had 2nd degree chemical burns from the Radiation. I have a very high pain threshold, thank God. So I bit the bullet and continued. I have been in remission going on 2 years!! Then during a work up they found I have 2 small blood clots, one in each Lung. This is when I got my sexual problem. I could no longer maintain or get a hard on. My world seemed to crash and burn. I love sex. I have a good sex drive. Without a hard on what's the point, right? Wrong. It led to adaption, my adapting to my problem. I'm bisexual. I learned just how much I love giving oral to women and men. I got better doing both men and woman. I miss fucking women still but oral is great with women. For men . I was always a bottom. So, all in all, whoever I'm with I still can and do have a great time. The moral of my story is this. Life get's in the way of living. It's up to you how you live. Fight, be strong and lastly, adapt. Thanks for reading....CHUCKYTEE  |
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Thank you chas
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actually i do use cialis for a hard on. but i have to take usually 4- 5 mg pills to get hard. viagra is a down the road med. need my dr to prescribe me. next appt i will get the script. then i will fuck both women and men. i do use a dildo on women if they wish. don't have a vibrator. i do use mine for me when i do get fucked to bring me to orgasm as most men can't last long enough to make me cum. my bottom line is, i am open to almost anything sexual with like minded people. getting hard or not is not about desire, i always have that. it's the blood thinners. it interrupts the blood flow to my cock. i just don't stop liking sex because i most times don't get hard, i adapt....CHAS
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. That's about as personal as a man can get...thank you. The woman in me asks...what about Viagra...what about the pump...what about vibrator when doing a woman? Will that not work to keep you hard? Why men? It's hard for me to understand...I'm not judging or slamming, I like you too much for that. I hope our friendship will grow and blossom...that we will become like an old willow and the creek...forever bound. You should certainly delete this if it feels invasive...I understand. Oh and frig , you wrote a book...small novel at least...I love it, your openness and willingness to share. x
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