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Blogs > Smokeblower > Blowing Smoke

Once a lover  

Smokeblower 67M
140 posts
8/24/2014 11:46 pm
Once a lover

Always a lover...

In the past month I've fallen deeply in love with a woman I believe is my second life partner. I am finding less time for my other lovers, and far more desire to focus on my partner.

Yet I have always believed that love doesn't need to end, it just needs to change shape to fit the needs and circumstances of those who love.

For my birthday in 2010 my wife asked me what I wanted as a gift. I told her "a great weekend of wild sex with a beautiful woman." She was kind enough to know that I meant someone other than her, as our marriage was already open. She approved, and I took a wonderful young friend to Sea Mountain Inn, a swinger's resort in the nearby desert.

When she and I started making love, we felt this ball of lightning growing in each of us. The closer we aligned our bodies, the bigger it got. At the end I was seeing God: i.e. I knew that we were each part of the universal consciousness, and that in our union we could reach it. Ever since, that's the only kind of sex I want to have.

Two weekends ago I attended her wedding celebration, on the side of a mountain, in primitive conditions, but so full of love. She is still my lover, even though we haven't made love in 3 1/2 years and are unlikely to ever again. My wife and I, my first life partner, have separated and are slowly moving towards divorce, yet we still love one another and take care of one another.

Let your love fit your heart. Really, it can be as big as you want.

nightsoul1962 61F
17828 posts
8/25/2014 12:02 am

 Yes it can! Once a lover, always a lover.... Good luck with your second life partner!
WITHOUT PASSION LIFE IS NOTHING


sweet_VM 65F
81699 posts
8/26/2014 7:52 am

 Excellent Smoke hugsssssssssssssssss V

Enjoy your time! Yes you can fall in love again!
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demonicsexkitten 49F
10694 posts
9/20/2014 5:06 pm

 I'm so happy that you found the connection you were so craving. Hope you keep in touch.


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