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Am I Selfish  

lonedarksage 42M
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8/7/2015 9:34 am
Am I Selfish

I want someone. I am so lonely. I hopefully finally have the tools I need to get out. God, am I doing the right thing. My patience is gone. Why can't I play by the same rules as everyone else. Why do I feel like if I do I'll be a monster. Yeah, I am a ravenous lustful creature. I feel it clawing at my soul. I kept it in check for someone who despised it. But was that because she really wanted someone else. I feel so trapped. And the bad things is I'm holding most of the keys. Too afraid of hurting others who hurt me. Who wouldn't blame me for revenge. But that's the monster talking. I'm tired of the pain.

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