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Blogs > SexiSizeHypnotiz > SexiSizeHypnotiz's World..

I was 20..  

SexiSizeHypnotiz 46F
1977 posts
9/23/2016 2:08 am

Last Read:
9/25/2016 10:09 am
I was 20..

When I started having feeling that I was sexy and wanted to be desired by others.
So its 1997/1998, I am BBW, I daydream about being able to strip at the Golden Banana or Cabaret..oh the aspirations lol. I just wanted to fulfill a fantasy. But ya know, no one's taking on a BBW. Internet was just really starting to become more active, but I certainly didn't know about online stuff, so that never occurred until 2009
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SO back then you had The Phoenix (omg, did I just remember that?? Tell me if you remember it!!!)

I grab myself one of these papers, and their is this ad that states "looking for a BBW Dominatrix" .. I have no fucking clue why, but back at 20, this excited me and I called!!
Before I knew it I was buying a sexy outfit, looking pretty, smelling good and going to Medford or Malden (I totally forget, which as they are similar to me).

I arrive, park on a side street of a not the best area lol. I get all nervous, but I am like "i got this". Walk up, and open the door. I enter this underground place I guess, right? Pics taped completely to all of the walls, bondage stuff, smell of sex and dirtiness. I was def in a new fucking zone lol.

I remember pretty much being shown the "dungeon" haha sounds creepy lol. And being explained the whole Dom/Sub relationship..because at 20 I had no clue and I was just looking to show off lol. So myself and the guy talk and decide that def was not a good choice for me lol.I said good bye and left.

Not much more to say, other than the things we try ...I bet a lot will be shocked with this story.. but I promise you 110% fucking true.. The things that are starting to come out during blogging ..actually the things I remember lol. I actually haven't thought of this story in years!

Innocent story..

"Beautiful Woman with a complicated soul"

"I am a naughty girl, ALWAYS in ALL WAYS"

"Sexi Size will Hypnotize
Sexi Eyes will Mesmerize"

SexiSizeHypnotiz
SexiSizeHypnotiz 46F
804 posts
9/24/2016 2:26 am

 Your "big words" and phrases have me intrigued. i want to seem like I know what you are saying but I don't 100%. Its kinda like reading a haiku or poem..I need to figure it out, and I always cant!!
So much you said, so not sure where to start..
Lets go with uncontrollable desire vrs dominating them. That;s exactly what I go for. I love and crave being desired. Dominating someone is something I think I'd laugh during, idk. But being in control as far as keeping someone locked on me, thats what I love..and as I type this, this makes no fucking sense haha.
And YOU REMEMBER the MAGAZINE!!!!!!! Was that the name?? And great description "sleazy"!!!!! I am pretty sure it had sex ads?? Wow life before the internet...sex lines too..

"Beautiful Woman with a complicated soul"

"I am a naughty girl, ALWAYS in ALL WAYS"

"Sexi Size will Hypnotize
Sexi Eyes will Mesmerize"

SexiSizeHypnotiz


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