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Being a transgender woman
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Being a transgender woman I told my parents that I was a girl when I was 4 years old. They promptly took away my baby doll and pushed me into baseball and football and having girlfriends. I learned quickly that my gender was something to be ashamed of and keep hidden. But my womanhood never went away. Never. Sexual Orientation is a seperate issue from Gender. I began masturbating anally at age 18. A year or so later I began to realize that I was attracted to men. Just like women who were assigned female at birth, transgender women may be straight, lesbians, bisexual, pansexual or asexual.. My best friend is a transgender woman who is a virgin and thinks sex is gross. Many transgender people suffer from Gender Dysphoria, a psychological condition that results from realizing that physical and/or behavioral characteristics differ from the gender we are. It can be devastating and is the motivation for many of us to transition, start hormones and seek gender corrective surgery. Gender Dysphoria presents itself differently in each person and its triggers vary. For me, body hair, my male genitals and being misgendered are huge triggers. Just referring to my cock or dick puts you on my "No sex for you" list. Any phrase or comment that refers to me as male does the same. I am first and foremost a woman. I always have been. I just also happen to be a slut.  |
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your blog is evidence you ahve the soul of a woman. You have felt this way practically your whole life Fred
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Your photo is lovely (Virtual Symposium Group) use Virtual Symposium Group
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"My best friend is a transgender woman who is a virgin and thinks sex is gross. " Interesting post but I still can't understand this comment from your friend. Maybe a bad experience. I liked men as a teenager but felt pressure to date women who really were just friends. Many of my dates were just me being protective of her and her wingperson while she scoped out the clubs. It was not until I was in my late 20s that I saw and met my first transwomen. I just admired them from afar and it took years later when the Internet was invented and affordable to finally push myself further down the road. As they say, better late than never but I always ask myself what if.
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You are a fantastic woman!
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Wow sorry to hear who you were treated as young child, its hard on parents more so ones who are straight, i dont have any kids my self but not sure how i would handle it or deal with it if my child told me there gay or some thing of that nature. ]So thanks for sharing your story always good to know some ones story that can give a better light on things or people and there sexuallality.
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1 post 3/31/2018 8:31 pm |
Your child hood and the way your parents treated you is garbage. That being said I went through a rather similar child hood. This post speaks to me deeply.
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Hi Geri_Patrice. I am on your friends list. Your friend I feel bad for. But she has chosen. And she has. If she was hurt in her passed am even more touched. I was hurt also. I had sex with men at age 14. I was confused. I have been married twice. Any ways I have always have found myself with men. So like a week or so I had problem with my leg and the Dr. asked have you always had no hair on your leg. I said I don't have hair on either and I showed her my chest. She was like wow. Now I have found I just want to be with men. I crave men. I have always been a top. Now I want to be a bottom. I have fantasied about going to Salvation Army or GW. I wear a 10-12 womens jeans. Every woman I have been with says I more built like a woman my legs have the muscle tone. And I can squeeze my beast to a least a C cup. My weight being 165-170. All my life I had to put a check on me. Now it just seems like am exploding inside out. I find most men to be rude. And woman some I creep out with being so affectionate. There are a few that have taken care of the fem side, they love it. Still waiting for that man. I have been only once with a TV and that was my best. But I was scared what she was bringing out in me. I think I want and need a TV and maybe me too. But this has been a process all my life. As you see I have the profile of a man here. I have a profile on BDSM. I don't know what a woman going to do for me except treat me like the slut that I am lol. Any advice
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You are simply delightful Ms. Geri....
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4/14/2019 3:21 pm |
Yeah Geri; you ARE; someone here said 'soul' of a woman, which you have, but you've also go GREAT breasts that are also so womanly. But I think Booted summed it up best; 'you're simply delightful' 
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