I have anothrr Question for you all
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Posted:Oct 29, 2014 12:32 am
Last Updated:Oct 30, 2014 4:39 am
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Have any of you personally almost died in a traumatic event ??
Last Disremember 28, 2015 , I had a middle brain stroke (no nothing is paralyzed or anything like that typing is a struggle for me among a few other high brain function)ITS A miracle I am still alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank God for spell check and preview..
Blogging is good exercise for those functions that I struggle with
I only tell you this because I am sure that some of my posts will come from that experience and what led up to it.
You know what else they say about grief if you don't express it it will find its own way out.. like my stroke possibly.
if you can not take this ride with me I understand, a huge reason I am doing it is it can be like group therapy here or hell. People my have advice or something to share about it. Or I am hoping it may help someone else... I do not mind honesty but there are ways to tell the truth in other word be kind in what you say when responding to such posts.
I am looking for someone to understand not sympathy as I have already been accused ofd.
5 years go 4 weeks after my Mom passed on, We found my Baby brother whom I basically raised, dead he Od I say he committed suicide.
then 6 months later my other brother was found dead of heart failure, it came out of no where, then 6 months later I lost my Dad, whom I cherished he was a huge loose In my life. HE died of a heart attack while in surgery for his hip. My stroke came 10 months after all of this.
thanks for reading this guys 
much Love ans Big Smiles
L.L.L
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thoughts of you ..my first ever try at writing erotica.....more appriate post to some !!!
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Posted:Oct 28, 2014 9:08 am
Last Updated:Jan 13, 2015 8:01 am
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I knew I shouldn't of but, I did anywaysI laid there in the sun thinking of you.....
Aching, for you.
I even put on your favorite bikini ,the purple one that you bought me on our trip to Miami.
I really shouldn't of done that,it reminds me of you watching me.
Do you remember how, when wet, it exposed my large dark aroused nipples for all the world to see?
Do you remember when I finally got my nerve up to take it off and lay there exposed??
I do. I can still feel the rays of the sun changing the color of my skin, feel the warm salty breeze as it swept over me, caressing me, making me feel so alive.
How good your calloused hands made me feel when you rubbed tanning oil all over my exposed skin.
I can still remember how it felt to be watched.....by you, by others. I can still see, feel the pleasure it caused you too.
Do you remember that night??
I always have to catch my breath when I think of it. How excited I become, how wet, how hard , I still get after all these years when I think about it.
I long to go back to that.
The night when you skillfully, carefully applied the aloe vera on my sun burnt skin....my sun burnt breasts..... your strong hands being so gentle with me....
I can close my eyes and my body recalls every minute of it, I can feel you tracing the out line of my nipples with your fingertips, teasing them as you apply my comfort.
How intriguing and erotic the sensation of pain and pleasure combined....
How we left the curtains wide open so anyone in the building next door could watch if they wanted to. Did anyone...A little moan escapes from deep within me as I remember...
I shouldn't of done this today, I laid there battling my thoughts of you. I don't wont to remember how you feel, How you made me feel that night.
But
I fail msierably.
I fall to the temptation.
My warm skin is aching for you now.
The wind is blowing causing me such sensations, sensations that you use to give me.
It blows with such a fury at times today, it reminds me of the fury of your passion when you make love to me....
I got so caught up in my memory I didn't even noticed how my bikini top had slid down, leaving my breasts exposed to the sun,
I didn't adjust it, I left it that way and just continued remembering....
to be continued if you'd all like.....
Just remembering,
becoming lost in my memory of, you and me.
My body remembers every touch,
every giggle,
every moan
and every scream... we made that night.
I giggle as I think of you lying in the wet spot for the first time that night.
I still try to resist this
but I can't.
The feelings of desire and pain.
Of grief and joy are overwhelming me, will this memory forever haunt me......
I grab my tanning oil, it's so hot from the heat of the sun now.. slowly I begin to imagine,
imagine that it is you once again touching me, pleasing me.
Tears are beginning to pool within my eyes, now.
I take my finger and drag it through my oil,
I begin tracing,
the outline of my face, like you did that night
I moan as I touch my lips and gently outline, caress them with my fingertip just like you,
I can feel the roughness of your fingers...
Shivers run up and down my spine, you always did remember how sensitive my lips were
Playfully I lick my finger, you like when I do that....
I can hear that song we heard as we explored our new found discovery of pain and pleasure combined.
So fitting it was.
The light, the heat in your eyes....
My heart aches as I remember,
my honey pot is beginning to awaken now. I can feel the wetness escaping from within it.
I drag my fingers down my neck and gently grab a hold of it, like you, you knew how I like that.
I gasp again. A sob escapes from deep within my soul.
I miss you so,
Now I'm cupping my my exposed breasts from the sides,
I extend my fingers so I can tickle my nipples rub the oil into them.
The wind blows and increases the pleasure of it.
I slide down further into my lawn chair now,
I place my feet on the ground
relax my legs and allow them to spread open, I fold down my bikini bottom so its just a patch barely covering me
I lie there remembering how much you liked me doing that, how as people walked by they would gaze down upon me lyying there, bare breasted, so exposed... I wish you still found pride in me belonging to you like on that day, that night....
The tears are flowing easily now, running down my cheeks, down my neck pooling on my chest.
I can see that look in your eyes
I remember now how you looked right through me,
how we never broke our gaze,
I saw through you that night.... I saw your soul, for the first and last time.
I think my heart is breaking in two I wanna stop but my body is screaming at me now touch me I wanna feel that way again.
I wanna explode that way again....
I return to my lips and outline them again,
I let me finger find its way down my body down to my honey pot now.
It's so wet now,
from the memory of you
from the rays of the sun...
gently I touch myself.
I feel it,
its so hard so erect ...
It's begging for the caresses of your lips, your finger....
Slowly I began to rub,
round and round my clitty my finger goes,
my bikini is becoming soaked from my juices, from my sweat.... from thinking of you and me that night.
I cup my breasts again
I lift them to my waiting tongue
hungrily I lick them....
gently I suck them...
I close my eyes and see
you between my legs,
your fingers deep within me ,
slowly going in and out
pleasuring me.
I can see the hunger in your eyes.
I grab your hair and guide you to my secret place, you know what I want, lick me..
but you don't, you make me wait...
Your tongue's pressing firmly upon my hard wet clit now..
you start taking that tongue of yours and go round and round it, I can feel it plumping up even more.
How my mouth longs to kiss you,
to taste you
to take you completely within in it.
I wanna feel you glide across my lips,
my tongue..
for you to touch the back of my throat....
I place one of my fingers in my mouth again, and imagine its you, mmmmm you taste so good, how wonderful you feel as you glide across my tongue my lips...
Volts of electricity seem to flow between my lips and pussy now...bringing it to life even more
Quickly I return to my honey pot,
I slip my hands down deep within my bottoms now.
I can feel my flesh it's hot, soaking wet.
I grab a hold of my hard clitty and pinch it gently between my two fingers...
I pinch hard then softer.
I gently tug it
stroke it, like you do.
chills of pleasure and pain run up and down my body now.
I can hear my own moans of pleasure.
I can hear echos of your pleasure too.
My nipples are so hard,
so alive.
I can feel the heat from the sun it feels like your moist hot breath.
MY pulse races,
remembering you.. remembering your touch.
I close my eyes again and see you, me
I wanna feel you again like I did that night
but I cant... my soul cries out, but my desire to cum has over taken me.
How my body remembers you entering me, so slowly
so forcefully,
Going in and out so slowly, banging me yet so hard...at the end of each stroke.
MY pussy is throbbing begging for you to fill it.
I spread my legs even further, you like when I do that don't you.
I see that look again
the light, the heat
the fury of your passion for me,
Your going deeply within my pussy now
I've went back to rubbing now
faster and faster I make my fingers go.
The tears flow,
my heart aches for you.
I'm completely lost to my memory,
a growling sound escapes from the back of my throat..
I slow down
I feel it coming
round and round my clitty my finger goes...
it begins to throb
to squeeze.
I close my legs together tightly
Waves of pleasure ripple over me again and again.
I feel my juices gushing out,
my pussy is squeezing harder now, faster now.
I rub fast now, I want to keep cumming.
I need to keep cumming.
I wanna stay in my memory...
but,
that feeling overtakes me,
that empty feeling,
that longing for it to be you and me,
that night again.
I stop now
and begin to grieve all over again.......
much love and Big Smiles
© 2007 Loveslilies
pleae comment, it stinks to spend time and energy writing these and getting no feedback
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GOTTEN WORSE my first ban ever
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Posted:Oct 28, 2014 8:57 am
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2014 2:53 am
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in all the time I have blogged here over the years, no one ewer said one mean or negative thing to me. Never had o ban anyone.. I see this place is not the same at all. Judging me or my guests and you are not welcome to my blog
I do think people have a right to their own opinions but to not be nice to someone is hurting is not the kind of person I want as friend
much love
and bog smiles
even if I block you !!
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here comes the nightmare season for me
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Posted:Oct 28, 2014 8:24 am
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2014 8:46 am
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this day is the first day of the nightmare season for me and what's left of my fsmily.
its a long story i'll write about it tomorrow I don't want to spend the day crying,
let 's not forget to smile today
L.L.L.
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... no title except grief is not a sickness you need to be cured from, it just means you loved......
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Posted:Oct 28, 2014 8:02 am
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2014 8:46 am
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May She Still Be resting in peace
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY MOMMA
1943-2009
1
"If Tears Could Build A Stairway"
If tears could build a stairway,
and memories a lane.
I would walk right up to Heaven
and bring you back again.
No farewell words were spoken,
No time to say Goodbye,
You were gone before I knew it,
and only God knows why.
My heart still aches with sadness,
and secret tears still flow.
What it meant to love you -
No one can ever know.
But now I know you want me
to mourn for you no more;
To remember all the happy times
life still has much in store.
Since you'll never be forgotten,
I pledge to you today~
A hollowed place within my heart
is where you'll always stay.
MUCH LOVE to YOU MOMMA
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where ?? how many ?? where ??
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Posted:Oct 27, 2014 7:51 am
Last Updated:Oct 29, 2014 1:38 pm
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For me tattoos can be sexy as heck. As long as they are tasteful and beautifully done..Actually I find they can be highly erotic.
My hubby has a couple from his navy days that I liked right from the get go, but he regrets having them now.
He doesn't like tattoos on the ladies at all. Which is a huge problem when watching porn these days.. geeze seems every female in porn has at least one.
Do tattoos turn you on ?
Do you have any ? if so what /where/how many
Ever regret getting them ?
Do you think I have any tattoos ?
much love and big smiles
L.L.L
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from blue friday to....
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Posted:Oct 27, 2014 4:51 am
Last Updated:Oct 28, 2014 6:19 am
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here in indy we went from a hopeful and confident blue Friday t0 waking with our heads hung low( not to mention how low my boobs are hanging today as well ) and nothing but a blue Monday. It's bad enough to not have our favorite players any longer but to choke to a national audience makes it sting even the more !!
At least we lost to a great team. and it wasn't our rivals the Texans or them damn patriots.
how is everybody else's week starting off ?
I am going to go search blogland for some funny posts today !!
much love and huge frowns
L.L.L.
 
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making me sad
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Posted:Oct 26, 2014 4:24 pm
Last Updated:Oct 27, 2014 9:04 am
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this football game is making me very bummed out, so its time for a joke
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What did Cinderella do when she got to the ball?
She Choked!
just like my colts are doing 
much love and big smiles
L.L.L.
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Hope it's a good onen to watch
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Posted:Oct 26, 2014 4:39 am
Last Updated:Jan 18, 2015 10:16 am
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GO COLTS!!
  
Good LUCK
STEELERS
do you enjoy watching football ??
NOW I love me some good football !!
L.L.L.
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drunken motorboat anyone ?? Have a drink on me ??
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Posted:Oct 24, 2014 11:08 am
Last Updated:Jan 5, 2015 12:03 pm
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TGIF
Have a drink on me
what's your posion ???
Heaven is when you have barrels of beer and tons of girls.
Hell is when you find out that the barrels have holes and the girls don't!
WHISKEY GIN and BRANDY
With a glass I'm pretty handy
I'm tryin' to walk a straight line
On sour mash and cheap WINE
So join me for a drink boys
We gonna make a big noise
So don't worry 'bout tomorrow
Take it today
Forget about the cheque we'll get hell to pay
Have a drink on me
Yeah have a drink on me
Yeah have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
I'm dizzy drunk and fightin
On TEQUILA white lightnin
My glass is getting shorter
On whiskey ice and water
So c'mon have a good time
And get blinded outta your mind
So don't worry 'bout tomorrow
Take it today
Forget about the cheque we'll get hell to pay
Have a drink on me
Yeah have a drink on me
Yeah have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
Get stoned
Have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
C'mon
Gonna roll around
Gonna hit the ground
Take another swing
Have another drink
Gonna drink you dry
Gonna get me high
C'mon all the boys
Make a noise have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
Have a drink on me
by: ac/dc
Have a drink on me
We can do shots on me how ypu may ask I between my cleavage I say, I call it a drunken motorboat ride !!!
SO tell me what's your posion people ??
Whiskey
GIN
Wine
Tequila
Beer??
me I'm... A straight up JIm Beam OR Patron kinda Lady..
much love and big smiles
L.L.L.
much love and big smiles
L.L.L.
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