Maybe we were never supposed to be together After all we were opposites in many ways I liked to party and probably a little too much The first time I saw her she was crashed on my couch My buddy had a band and they played at my house She was drunk and a friend of the drummer That was really the start of something special The drummer told be she had a crush on me I was at work when she came into my life I said are you still with as I separated my hands She nodded yes and I was determined to see her I got her number and I arranged a romantic date I took her to Black Angus and after that night We were an item for next 37 plus years We got married only six months later in Oct of 79 I had been married briefly a few years before Maybe I was a little to eager to do it once more But we made it work and not every day was grand Like any marriage we had our ups and downs But I always thought we would never drift apart I never thought she would lie to me or see another man But in late 2015 I began to feel a little crack in her armor She began to kiss me differently and I began to wonder why She must be learning new things from some other guy I started to check all of our records from banking to cell phone I soon discovered that my wife was no longer mine alone That was six months ago and I basically made her run away I wanted the truth but she refuses to have anything to do with me Is it really my fault for wanting an explanation and the truth ? Now I stay home all alone and try everything to get a response I went to an attorney today to set things in motion I figure she will never communicate with me again So I have to start a new life with out the love of my life I guess it was a long time coming But I will forever feel the pain of her betrayal I just don't ever want to be jailed again