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Tortured
Posted:Jul 18, 2009 7:45 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2012 7:05 pm
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I wanted to be wanted


My solitary plea



I thought I had something to give

but no one wanted me


God, I’m deserted



Abandoned and alone



Your plan for me is torture



My future so unknown



I’d love to be loved just one day



To feel alive and free



I’d suffer all you have in store



If only this could be



The loneliness upon my soul



Cuts to the very core



My heart is crying silently

And I can’t take much more.
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I'm game LOL
Posted:Jul 19, 2008 2:45 pm
Last Updated:Aug 19, 2008 4:13 pm
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Bulletin: as requested... As requested by my friends..... For those who are on my friend list...I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake in here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend..
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Surgery
Posted:Oct 7, 2007 6:16 pm
Last Updated:Jul 18, 2009 7:33 pm
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I figured the best way to get this out to those that know me would be thru a blog. I have 6 months check ups with my Rheumatologist in which I have to have blood work done. Well I went in and it came back with some problems so he has me go in for an ultrasound of my live. He sees some things he's not happy with so he orders a CT scan that day as well. I get a call the next day saying We think you may have pancreatic cancer. We're not sure but that's what it looks like. My heart skipped a beat maybe two. I go see another doctor who says he agree's with the first one. SO i'm off to UAB for an endoscopic ultrasound. That do says it's appears to be a cyst the size of a silver dollar. It doesn't appear to be cancerous but it's not a normal cyst either so He refers me to a Surgical oncologist. He tells me the same thing if it was a normal round cyst he would leave it alone and check it every 6 months but it's not normal. I has growths coming off it likes it's spreading. In order to get to it they will have to also remove my gallbladder. LOL I told him while he was in there go ahead and do a little lipo suction and maybe a tummy tuck. KC if you read this do you remember what the medication was they gave me last year that I had an allergic reaction to. I don't want to go thru that again. Give me a call. It's been a rough couple of weeks. I spent yesterday getting things down on paper so when I see my lawyer to draw up my will I will be ready. I would be lying if I said I wasn't scared because I really am Scared to death.
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