What is it?
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Posted:Oct 3, 2011 4:49 pm
Last Updated:May 14, 2024 3:59 pm
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The more I am busy with "boys" the more other men seem to want me? I have no idea why and so I guess I will just continue to break all my rules but never considered myself a "player". Im thinking at some point I am now one....I think to myself,,,,dont hate the player but hate the game" Dumb I know but it is what it is...I find myself tired as hell, sleep deprived and ready for just some laying around and doing NOTHING day all alone! Im also learning that I will do things I never found exciting and actually was "grossed" out by even up to a few yrs ago...Im new in all areas,,,,open minded but yet at the same time Im a bitch..not on purpose or to the people I truly know and know me..but to the male population that want to think a look or a stupid cum on line will work...I just dont have the time anymore and I almost think they get turned on in person when I reject the poor attempts at something! Im really not a bad person nor a ..I can still at 40 yrs old count on just my hands how many men/boys I have had sex with..although something tells me the numbers are increasing very fast....it is all a game and how well you play it just like everything else in life...The one RULE I have NOT and not sure I ever will break is the MARRIED MEN rule...if your wife doesnt want your ass what makes you think I will? If you are that unhappy then leave..if you just wanna fuck, create something new for her and you or be willing to lose it all when your pecker gets you in trouble...I would consider and ONLY consider being a playmate with a married man if he wanted to provide little "things" that I usually spoil myself with..LOL. Like I said..hate the game NOT ME. Im just a female now doing what men have done for centuries and seeing what is next! By the way..if you cant send a face picture in your email..dont send the email...your face and personality will get in my pants ten times faster then a cock...I have had 5 inches up to almost 10 inches..so Im not impressed with the mere looks of it...what can it do ,,,what can you do....its about ME now and if you like the idea....CUM and and let me know.
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Nice~
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Posted:Sep 25, 2011 3:43 pm
Last Updated:Sep 28, 2011 11:14 am
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Last night was nice...went to a swing meet and greet...MY first and stayed a couple hours to head to my BBF 38th Bday celebration!! I danced the night away and enjoyed vodka soaked gummy bears...another first for HOTFUC,,,,wow! Not being a drinker it knocked me on my ass! Regardless of how thick it is,,I cant tolerate liquor well! I was a good girl and came home alone at the end of a awesome night by choice!!! I was horny I admit but to give in to all our wants is a bad bad idea...Life is good I will continue this path until it no longer creates pleasure!
Besos para ti.....HOT
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Cowgirl Style
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Posted:Sep 20, 2011 8:02 pm
Last Updated:Oct 2, 2011 12:27 am
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So we are at 5 weeks now and this "little fucker" doesnt need batteries nor much for a recoup time...there are advantages for sure being a cougar...Ill continue to enjoy the ride while it lasts....not hurting anyone and its a BOOST for the ego!
BTW.....he and only he has made riding cowgirl style a BLAST!!!happyf;
UPDATE!!!!!
My little "cub" took me on a actual date...spent 10 hours together shopping in Rochester....OK I admit the sex is better then the conversation with some one this young but like I said...you live once...enjoy it while you can! I am a little disappointed as I wanted to PLAY big time and he was a little scared in the corn fields/dirt roads....Ill pop that cherry soon!!!
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Cougar?
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Posted:Sep 8, 2011 12:07 pm
Last Updated:Sep 25, 2011 11:41 am
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I have never considered myself a cougar nor thought I'd be referred to one but here I am, For 3 1/2 yrs since moving back to this place we call home, I have admired this "cute little fucker" from a distance, with full orgasmic stare downs to literally mouthing the words, " I want you!" I love me and who/where I am today but to be honest it was never going to amount to anything I thought, I am pushing 40 and more sexy today then even a few months ago, I am me and own every pound of it. (lol) Im not a barbie nor am a big girl..I am that average curvy woman who takes care of herself well! 3 weeks ago today my whole world changed, Im not sure if it was for the better or just one heck of a "ride" This little cutie Ill call "Papi" was in rare form the day I saw him, we stole glimpses and wet lips and grins for a couple hours like we have for a couple years but this was different I could tell, he was flirting and I loved it, his cute little grin and batting of the eyes made me wild, his lashes are so long any woman would kill for them!!! As I went to pay for my lunch I slid my number to him...that was a first for me, but thought what the hell!!! Thinking he would would never call . Needless to say that night my phone rang, it was HIM! I lit up like a and quickly went to the back deck so MY TEENAGERS wouldnt hear me! LOL, We talked several hours and met the following night for a long walk, I knew he wanted me I could tell,He was watching my ass, my lips and trying to be so very good, what I didnt know what that this cute little sexy latino was 22, I thought he was every bit of 30 or I would NEVER have flirted much less given my number to him! At the moment I learned his true age it was ON! Needless to say I have been with him the last 3 weeks almost daily and I can only say I know now why woman become cougars!! At 22 and 40, it is a change of pass and energy that never gives up, my boy toy can cum 2 and 3 times in a couple hours and it isnt a wham bam thank you ma'am, he lasts, he gives unending oral and even snuggles up for hours afterward! He gets hard with a grin and kisses like a pro! He does things to me that I have never had done and are very HOT, positions I didnt think were possible and an arrogance that is hot as can be! DO I want him,,HELL YES,, will it amount to anything..HELL NO and so I keep trying to detach myself,, the more I do the more he tries, bringing me little treats to just a cute text/phone call in the middle of the day. I will enjoy the ride while it lasts and know that YES IT IS TRUE...he is in his prime and so am I, sucks though that we are 17 yrs apart in age...UGH!!! You live once, I want to enjoy it while I can and know that I am not doing anything wrong,,,I was married for so long and not "allowed" to so anything, maybe that explains my new outlook on life, do I want to be a serial boy toy collector? NO, but he is a blast and naughty and so I will chalk this one up too and move on when it is time! One day I would like to find my MR RIGHT, until then Im taking it all with a grain of salt!!!
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SINGLE AGAIN
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Posted:Jul 10, 2011 7:17 pm
Last Updated:Aug 28, 2011 12:46 am
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Here I am and so happy about it..I walked into a relationship with a friend and leave a more confident and secure woman that doesn't have to have any man to make it in this world. This is by choice that I am alone...as I like me and what to see a little of what the single life has to offer now a days. Although I do NOT want a relationship by any means I also don't want to chat with nor hang with 1000 men especially married or attached!! Unless you are loaded and want to take me off the market as a "hidden treasure" don't bother as I wouldn't want my man screwing around on me I wont disrespect another woman either,,,truly I'm not a bitch just know what I am willing and not willing to aspect at almost 40!!!
Luv, Kisses, Licks and MMMMMMMM,,
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Awkward~
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Posted:Mar 17, 2010 6:02 am
Last Updated:Aug 25, 2011 5:14 pm
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Sometimes my naughtiness can get me in to the most awkward situations....oh well, you only live once and Im so ALIVE!
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Amazing
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Posted:Mar 10, 2010 7:24 am
Last Updated:May 14, 2024 3:59 pm
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I just have to say..absolutely fucking amazing! Can't tell all my secrets..lol
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Ready again~
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Posted:Mar 1, 2010 10:54 pm
Last Updated:Aug 25, 2011 5:15 pm
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Im back in the saddle and feeling UP for it! Watch out here I CUM!
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I want~~
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Posted:Feb 28, 2010 12:44 pm
Last Updated:May 14, 2024 3:59 pm
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OK, I need to say it.. I want my pussy licked in the worse way...I get something in my little head and I am not satified UNTIL I get it....what is a girl to do? {=}
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HOTFUCNOW
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Posted:Feb 28, 2010 12:39 pm
Last Updated:May 14, 2024 3:59 pm
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Im getting a ton of emails to meet "tonight" with attached,,,heres the deal boys! Yes I am a HOTFUCNOW,,,but not right now and not with just anyone..ask away....Im picky and far too selective. Its my own doing that Im not fucking and sucking everyday and night but thats ok...Ive made huge changes already and loosen up to allow a "fuck buddy" in my life where I never thought I'd do that...so, as open as Im becoming more open and feeling lately...the rules are still the rules.
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IS it my age?
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Posted:Feb 27, 2010 6:50 am
Last Updated:Aug 25, 2011 5:15 pm
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Seems like the less I try to think about sex the worse I do. Ive always been a very sexual woman...but lately the last several months more so then ever..I think about it throughout my day and wish for it constantly...what is it? I literally want sex everyday..and that is SOOO not happening and it sucks!!
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blow jobs~
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Posted:Nov 15, 2009 12:19 pm
Last Updated:Aug 25, 2011 5:15 pm
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I dont just give a blow job to please the man I with...Im selfish...I do it to please myself...bad bad girl!
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