Did I stutter?
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Posted:Sep 8, 2014 5:05 pm
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I'm pretty sure I didn't. It's hard to stutter when saying NO. But I guess some still don't understand that word and its meaning.
This past weekend I met up with a guy I've been talking to since February. I was nervous, he was younger, and my experience with men younger than me by more than 10 years hasn't been the greatest...but I decided to try. Things started off pretty good. He was attractive, found me attractive...we fooled around a little in my vehicle. Kinda hot, knowing we could get caught...
We got back to my hotel, and that is where it started going downhill. I like LIGHT hair pulling, some light ass slapping and maybe some light little nips and nibbles. What I don't like is being told what to do, bit hard, to the point it hurts, slapped (yes, I said slapped, and it wasn't on the ass, it was on the face), having my hair pulled so hard that I'm sure a fistfull came out, and lastly when I say no, don't try to put your cock in my ass.
All of this makes me think it's time to just quit. This wasn't the first time the anal issue has come up, and I can't help but think that next time it might end up worse. He might have a huge dick and not stop at all. This guy finally stopped when I yelled "No, that hurts! Stop!" and started shaking in pain.
Guys, I like anal, WHEN DONE RIGHT. If a woman says no to anything, you listen. He didn't have lube, he didn't have patience, and he kept trying.
He also kept trying to get me to lick his ass...I'm sorry, but fuck no. I'm not putting my tongue anywhere near that area. There is the door, time to walk your dumb ass home...
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So....Sexy? Part 2
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Posted:Aug 1, 2014 9:58 am
Last Updated:Aug 1, 2014 11:52 am
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So, I was talking to a guy recently. Not a hookup or anything, just making conversation. We were discussing what it is that really gets us going, makes us want to fuck someone. We had completely different answers, not surprisingly.
He said that if a woman was in a position of power, he could overlook what she looked like, he'd want to fuck her. I guess I understand that. Women of power have to have tons of confidence to get where they are. I guess there could be something hot about that. So, he started naming men of power, asking if I'd fuck them. Bill Clinton - no. Current president - not just no, but FUCK NO! Any previous president - no. When I shot down all of his suggestions, he asked what celebrity I'd fuck, if I could. I had to think for quite a while. I named a couple of celebrities that I found pretty sexy. And the thing they had in common, was they are all funny men.
I like funny guys. If you're funny, that's half way to getting me into bed. While I was out and about last night, this was reinforced by the guy I have a mini crush on. He's not my normal type, and when I first met him, I didn't find him at all attractive. But the man is hilarious! The longer I've known him, the more outrageous he gets, the more I'm attracted to him.
So, we've discovered that humor is very important to me. Next, confidence.
While out last night, there were a couple of men, that while good looking at first glance, I didn't give them more than a glance...at first. They weren't really my type. Overly tanned, blond or bleached blond, expensive jeans that are made to look well worn, but were obviously brand new. But, while they were standing next to me at the bar, something changed. They had genuine smiles, not cocky arrogant grins. They smiled at everyone the same, treated every girl who approached them the same. They were nice..but you could see in their stance...confident. The longer I studied them, the more attracted to them I was. Then one of them listed his shirt after something I said, andhe started dancing and moving his hips. Holy hell!! I can't tell you how close to cumming I was!! Then he whispered that he used to be a performer in a certain type of show. Ah ha!! That is where the aura of confidence is from! He's hot, he's got a beautiful body and he knows it...but he wasn't an ass about it.
I knew I wasn't going home with him, but he sure was fun to flirt with!! I don't know what was going on with me, but I was hornier than usual last night. And it seemed like there were just tons of gorgeous new guys around last night!! The man I talked sports with...once I realized he was fucking gorgeous, I'd already been talking to him a good 5 minutes...Damn, he was delicious! We already talked about the dancer. The funny guy.
Anyway, I wasn't going to go out tonight, but I think I have to. I want to see if the guy I'm currently in lust with is out. I need to explore this and see where it goes. I have different friends who know him and have differing opinions on him. He's always been charming and sweet to me, so I find one man's opinion hard to believe. I guess I have to discover things on my own. He's actually one of thefew guys who makes me want a relationship. But like I've said before, I'm bad at reading signals. He always greets me with a huge hug, seems pretty happy to see me and usually at some point during the evening we end up somehow holding hands.
The other man who could change my mind about relationships will be out tonight...but I'm pretty sure I need to let that go. Lol Last night I told jokingly told him I was in lust with him, after he gave me a drink that was like sex in a glass...well, I wasn't joking, but he assumed I was. Lol But if it's getting to the point where I can flirt with him like that, I know the crush on this guy is slowly dying.
What are your plans for the weekend?? I hope you all get tons of sex!
Happy weekend!!
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So....sexy?
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Posted:Jul 30, 2014 9:18 pm
Last Updated:Nov 4, 2014 8:18 pm
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What is sexy to you? Is it skimpy clothing? Is it an attitude? The way the opposite sex carries themselves?
I'm curious, because I know we all have different ideas of what is sexy. What do you consider sexy?
Would you rather see a woman in a barely there skirt and barely there top, that leave nothing to the imagination? Or would you rather see a woman in an outfit she's comfortable in, her confidence and sexuality shining? I know, weird question. But I'm bored and these are the things that pop up in my head.
I know when it comes to men, I'm not opposed to seeing a man shirtless, but he could be fully covered, and as long as he exudes confidence, I'll be drooling.
More to come in minute... so.....sexy? Part 2
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I wish it would rain
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Posted:Jul 30, 2014 12:35 am
Last Updated:Jul 30, 2014 9:48 am
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I just want to sit in the rain. I know that's probably odd, but sometimes I think it's cleansing. Or maybe it's because you can be alone. Rarely does anyone ever want to sit in the rain with you.
I know, I'm rambling, I stayed up too late to finish watching a baseball game. I'm tired, and I've had a not so great day. That's why I want to sit in the rain. Feel the cooling water running down over me...the only real highlight was this man I have had a crush on for a long time, was extra sweet to me tonight. I adore this guy, and he always makes me smile. But I know he's not for me.
After today's events, I'm about ready to call it quits and go back on my sex hiatus. I don't really think I ask for too much from the men on this site. Yes, I want sex, but it would be nice to be treated like a human, instead of completely ignored when you see me in public. I guess that's too much to ask from some guys. A friend if mine suggested switching teams...I really wish it were that easy.
So, I think it's time to take a break. I don't know how much more I can take. I'm going to focus on me, maybe move, get a new job, find a place where I can just be me and no one knows me.
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Comfort Zone...
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Posted:Jul 29, 2014 12:28 pm
Last Updated:Jul 29, 2014 1:49 pm
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We all have one. Some are bigger than others. Mine is fairly decent. I can go out on the town alone and not care. I will talk to pretty much anyone who initiates a conversation with me. But when it comes to meeting new men, my comfort zone shrinks.
Well, I'm trying to change that. Normally, I travel to meet a man, if I'm intrigued and interested enough. I'm more comfortable that way. I'm extremely interested in meeting this new guy I've started talking to, and would be more than willing to travel to see him. But our schedules don't mesh well any time soon. So, I said he could come here, since I'm currently working and he's on his off days. Once I commit to a man driving that far just to see me, there will be no backing out. Plus, he sounds like he'll be a great out of town friend to have. But I'm nervous. You know me. My little doubts and self-conscious thoughts will be getting into my head all day. I think it makes me worry about it more since he's traveling to see me.
Everyone is different in bed. Their likes, their dislikes, their kinks and fantasies. What is kinky to one person might seem totally normal to another. I'm pretty open minded when it comes to sex...or at least I like to think I am. lol So, I guess I just have to be myself. He already told me he likes women who talk dirty...check. He likes women who enjoy themselves in bed...double check. I sent him a current picture , and told him what my body looks like. (Big body)
Well, it looks like I don't have to worry. Something for work came up. I'm pretty bummed. As nervous as I was, I was pretty excited. He wants me to drive there. If I didn't work tomorrow, I would drive there in a snap.
Guess I could've deleted this blog, but I'm curious to find out what you've done that's out of your comfort zone??
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When it's more...
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Posted:Jul 16, 2014 6:50 pm
Last Updated:Mar 4, 2015 11:23 pm
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How do you know? That it's not just lust...or infatuation.
I met a guy last year, and I can't stop thinking about him. I smile from ear to ear when I talk to him, and that smile lasts for quite awhile. The time I spend with him is easy. I'm not as awkward as I normally can be around a guy I like. I love talking to him, he makes me laugh, he's genuinely a nice guy, and sex is very, very enjoyable. I would do pretty much anything he wanted, but don't tell him that!! I find myself wanting to text him to ask him about his day or say something silly in a text to make him grin. I want to do random things for him, like surprise him with tickets to a baseball game, tickets to the brew fest, a fully paid for round of golf, an ice cold 6 pack on a hot day, a day of skiing followed by hot chocolate and maybe a hot oil massage. Yeah, I'm a goner.
I really like the guy, but I'm pretty sure we're not on the same wave length. Of course I find a guy who finally changes my mind about dating, but he doesn't want to be a part of that change, I think.
*sigh* such is life.
I guess the upside is, I know I'm normal. I can fall, too. I didn't mean to, but it happened. I think I'll have to distance myself from him, so I don't make it worse. I'll survive, guess I just have to find aguy or guys to distract me.
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Just a rant...
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Posted:Jul 6, 2014 6:47 pm
Last Updated:Jul 8, 2014 8:00 am
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This is the only place that I feel free to express certain things. So this particular post is a rant. I wanted to give you a warning, so you can decide to read it or not.
I'm kind of shy person, obviously you know this. I'm comfortable going out by myself. I'll talk to anyone who is friendly and wants to talk. But what I don't understand is why some guys think I'm open game for mean pranks. I've said it before, I know I'm not everyone's ideal woman. I'm fine with that. But just as I'm not everyone's ideal woman, not every man is my ideal. Just because you are breathing and have a pulse does NOT mean I want you. If I'm flirting with a guy and he isn't comfortable with that, he can tell me. But to be an asshole about for no other reason than that I'm sitting alone, you suck. I don't know why men feel it's ok to do this. They think that I'm so pathetic that I'll fall all over myself and pee my pants with thanks because this guy has lowered himself to talk to me? Um, I might be shy, but if you approach me in a bar and I feel like you are being anything but genuine, you're going to get ripped up one side and down the other. I won't be shy about telling you to fuck off. I'm not going to sit back and be treated like a 2nd class person because some asshole doesn't think I'm worth his time.
I had this happen to me 2 times this weekend. Neither guy was my type, but his friends thought it was funny to dare the guy to talk to me, hit on me. See what he could get out of me. Both of them walked away with their tails between their legs. And just in case you think that I overreacted, there were other men that approached me and I talked to them with no problems. But these 2 particular BOYS walked up with the mean look in their eyes and an arrogant smirk on their faces.
I might not be your cup of tea, but there are guys out there who are smart and get to know me. I'm a pretty nice lady. I'm easy going, just looking for a good time.
To be honest, there are only 2 men who even remotely make me want more than just sex. I've never hooked up with either man, but came close with one of them. He's a sweet guy, cute, funny and has the sexiest southern accent. The other guy is just an absolute flirt, but the conversations we've had when we're alone, makes me want to know more and more about him. It's funny, I seem to have a certain intuition when it comes to this guy. But I think that even though he makes me think about more than just sex, my crush on him is coming to its end. I'd rather have him in my life as a friend than to fuck things up with sex.
Lately, I've begun to think about an actual relationship. DON'T panic, guys. I'm not looking for a boyfriend on this site. I just kind of want a guy to do things with, and of course, a man to have regular hot sex with! And even though I'm not a huge cuddle person, sometimes I want to wake up with a man running his hands over my body.
So, to end this rant, I only have this to say:
Guys, if you are interested in a woman at the bar or somewhere else public, and you approach her, be genuine. Be nice.
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I want nothing more than....
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Posted:Jun 14, 2014 12:23 am
Last Updated:Jun 30, 2014 5:58 pm
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...to lay in bed and be lazy all day on Saturday. Ok, maybe there is ONE thing I want more...someone IN that bed with me. LOL I'm just tired. Been traveling a little bit, and have had company when I am at home...and no, it's not the sexual kind of company. Bummer, right?
I just have too much to do this weekend to spend Saturday being lazy in bed, unfortunately. Over a 3 week period, I'll probably be gone about 13-14 of those days. It will be fun, but I'm not sure I'm prepared to be on the go quite that much. Oh well, what is summer for, if not for some summer adventures. The other down side is that most of those days that I'm gone, I will most likely not be getting laid. DAMMIT! lol But I'm hoping to make up for it.
I've been a little bit absent from the site lately. Just been distracted by traveling, beautiful weather and getting ready for upcoming trips.
Anyways, I need to get to bed...long day ahead of me!
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Don't tell me...
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Posted:May 11, 2014 1:39 pm
Last Updated:Jun 14, 2014 12:11 am
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Why is it that every man I have an encounter with seems to think that I want a relationship with him? The only type of relationship I'm looking for right now is friendship and sex. Some men look at me and think that because I'm not a small woman, that I'm desperate for a boyfriend. I'm not. I suck at relationships, but I enjoy sex...a lot. There are those that say men and women can't be friends and definitely can't be friends who have sex. I beg to differ. I've done it before. I.want it again. I want to find a guy I can talk to, get advice from, fuck, have fun with.
Since my previous FWB, I went on the two year sex hiatus, then when I decided to get back out there, I met a few interesting men. A couple who I wouldn't mind seeing regularly. Specifically, two men. They were both fantastic in bed. One isn't local, sothat might not happen again, and I'm not even sure he wants anything tohappen again. I'll be disappointed if he doesn't, but I'll survive. The other is a local man, and even though he said he was going to "hold me to seeing/fucking me whenever he wants," I have not heard from him since a couple of days after our first meeting him. I did see him out at a local establishment, where he pretended I didn't exist.
Here's my thing. If you only want a one time thing, fine. But don't say something you THINK I want to hear. The only thing I want to hear is the truth. So, if you don't intend to see me again, don't say, "I'll call you." I'd rather you not say anything.
The other issue I have: men in bars or other establishments. Just because I talk to you or bump into you, it does not mean I want you. I'm also not a game or dare for you and your friends. I'm a person, with feelings. I'm friendly. I like to talk to people, but that doesn't mean I want to sleep with you. I'm selective when it comesto menI invite into my bed.
All I ask is for honesty.
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sex in my vehicle
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Posted:May 7, 2014 11:56 pm
Last Updated:Jul 28, 2014 10:11 pm
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So, there is this guy that had been wanting to get together with me. BUT it seems like everyone we plan something, he has an emergency or something.
So he's been texting me all week. He wants to know when we can get together. I say the first day I'm really available is Friday night (forgetting that I had plans already...ooops). He gets excited and plans are made. Then I remember my original plans. I tell him that if he wants to get together with me Friday night, he can come to this bonfire/party/camp out thing I'm going to. I totally figured he would freak out at the thought of being with me all night around my friends, and bail out. But he didn't. Sothen I mention that if he thinks anything is going to happen, heel have to do me in theback of my vehicle (I'm such an adult, I'm surprised I didn't say 'bang me' ). His reply was to ask for a picture of what he'd be snuggling up with. I didn't have any pix nor was I going to take any at work, but I did remind him of what I look like.
My question: when is someone too old to screw in the back of a vehicle? Lol we'll be sleeping there, too. I just think it's odd for a first meeting...if it even happens.
What do you think?
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um...I don't know what to think...
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Posted:May 7, 2014 8:32 pm
Last Updated:May 10, 2014 8:22 am
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So, I've blocked one local guy so many times that it's beginning to get ridiculous. Whenever I block him, he creates yet another profile, then he comes back and views my profile and usually contacts me. I've tried to be nice and tell him I'm not interested but now I'm creeped out.
This is at least profile number 10 or 11!! I don't know if he thinks he'll wear me down, or what. But it's not going to happen. He's too young and obviously immature. I'm also not attracted to him at all. Part of that is his inability to listen. I'm just not interested. I don't know what to do.
I guess I'll just keep blocking him. It may eventually lead to me shutting my own profile down. I don't want to do that, but it's kind of stressing to deal with.
What would you do??
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Respect
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Posted:May 3, 2014 12:32 pm
Last Updated:May 5, 2014 11:42 pm
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It is quite rare for me to invite guys to my home. If I choose to invite a man to my home, he'd better respect my home and me. If you've been invited to my home for some adult fun, please don't think you can just show up whenever you choose, unless I've actually said that you can.
I was home last night, when I get a knock on my door. I wasn't expecting company. Any friends who would come over would call or text me before just showing up. So, I was hesitant to answer the door. It was after dusk. Being a single woman, I hope you understand my hesitancy to open that door.
I peaked out a window and decided to open my door. Standing there was a young man I'd invited over in February.I could tell he was nervous, but to just show up to my door was not cool. I could have had family at my house. Or company. Most of my friends and NONE of my family know of my choice in this site.
He wanted to hook up, when I said I was unable to, he asked if I'd just give him head. Had I not been irritated by him just showing up, I might have been willing to do that.
It might be just me, but if you are welcomed to my home for adult fun, any time you want a repeat visit, please email me, text me or call me!! Make sure I'm available and don't have company. That's all I'm asking. I'm pretty easy going, but this is one area you don't screw with
How do you guys feel about this?
On a side note, I have blocked another profile from the guy who I keep blocking. He just keeps creating profiles. It's past irritating. I think this is 9 or 10, now
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it was just one of those days...
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Posted:May 2, 2014 11:28 am
Last Updated:May 6, 2014 10:44 pm
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And it has continued into today. Ugh! Yesterday was a day from hell for me! I dealt with tweekers, drunks, assholes, 3 day millionaires (the ones that act all rich when they get their welfare checks or govt checks, but are broke after 3 days) and just straight up weirdos. By the end of my shift, I was frazzled, cranky and ready to run away. I was tired of having some snotty welfarepeople look down there noses at me because I WORK in the service industry. Basically, yesterday felt like a month of full moons, the crazies were out in full force, and they had money to blow.
Days like this leave me frustrated and full of pent up energy, seeking a release. Only there was no release in sight. The one man that I truly want in this town, is a tease. He flirts like crazy, makes extremely suggestive comments and other random sexually charged innuendos. But the minute he thinks I might want to take him up on some of those comments and flirts, he turns colder than a witch's tit in a brass bra. Basically, I cease to exist. I didn't realize being with me would be so horrible. I just want to have some adult fun with him. When I say I want him, I want to explore a fwb with him. I'm not ready for a relationship, who knows if I'll ever be ready for one? I suck at them, I get bored or I lose myself or I fall too fast and get my heart broken. My heart is not an option, right now. I just want some good old fashioned fucking. I want to have a weekend filled with orgasms that aren't by my hand. Or toy, as the case may be.
I just want a hot, beautiful cock or two to suck and fuck. And have some fantastic sex. I know it's out there, my last two sexual encounters were high up on my list of enjoyable encounters. The top encounter might be hard to top, but I'm willing to try. Lol. I think it was the combo of where this took place, the man I was with and the most fantastic orgasm I've ever had. I can still picture it, still feel my pussy clenching around him, as wave upon wave of delicious pussy clenching orgasms rolled through me. He kept thrusting, which only made the orgasm more intense for me because he had found that spot and kept hitting it. To this day, every time I drive by the building where he bent me over a desk and fucked me, then moved to a different area and fucked me more, I get a little wet. I drive by this place every time I go to work...needless to say, I'm often very horny, but you already knew that.Lol
It seems like nearly every guy I find enjoyable in bed thinks I want to start a relationship with him. The only thing I'm looking for is hot sex and friendship. I like being friends with men. I like fucking men...why not bring the two things together. I still occasionally talk to a former fwb. We weren't the hang out in person type of friends, we were email friends that occasionally fucked (and he was fucking amazing in bed...multiple orgasms included!). But when in public, we were comfortable together. We could chat, and I bet no one knew we were fucking behind closed doors. That's what I would like to find again, except maybe more hanging out and doing things friends do. Golf, fish, rafting, maybe some sporting events, hanging out on a patio drinking a beer at some bar.
I had a blog all typed up and nearly finished. It was way more clever and much better than this one, but my phone is an asshole, and it got deleted. I know this one is random and jumps from topic to topic, but I decided to just write what popped into my head, since the first draft I had got deleted...
I just need to suck and fuck and suck and fuck some more, wash away yesterday's frustration. I want it hard and fast, then I want it slow and sensual...
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