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Sexual desires, thoughts & ?s
 
Just random sexual thoughts, sexual fantasies, questions and things I wouldn't share with my everyday friends...
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I love to travel!!
Posted:Apr 29, 2014 1:23 pm
Last Updated:Mar 4, 2015 11:17 pm
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I really need to win the lottery so I can travel...and hire a gigilo for a month. Maybe then I'd get enough...nah, I doubt it. Lol I wish I could travel every weekend, but I'm saving for my annual summer vacation, so I have to tighten the wallet in the next few months.

So, my best friend talked me into meeting him out of town over the weekend. I'd gone out of town for the day, but he talked me into staying overnight in a nearby town....then he didn't stay. (This isn't sexual, he's gay lol ) But I'm glad he talked me into getting out of town. It was exactly what I needed, minus spending the money I did.

I was only going to stay one night, but liked my hotel and the area so much that I decided to stay a second night.(also, I was avoiding someone) Boy, am I glad I did!! Turned out to be one of the better choices I've made recently.

I got a text message from a friend I'd been talking to for a couple of months. I was in his area and had been hoping to have some fun with him, but I know he's a busy guy. So, while I was nervous about seeing him again, I was also excited. The first time we got together I enjoyed quite a bit, but due to time and other plans, didn't actually get to have sex, but I got to suck his cock, which we all know I love. A short as our time was the first time, he still made me cum. It was also way more enjoyable than some of the more selfish guys I've managed to find.

Anyways, I'm rambling again. One thing I truly like during an encounter is a good kisser. He was definitely a good kisser. Not too forceful, not sloppy, just right. Quite enjoyable. I already knew I liked his cock. I didn't eagerly go after if like I wanted to, but I was also enjoying the kissing. Lol He's got great hands, a great mouth, beautiful cock, amazing body and he's hot. I knew I would enjoy myself, because sex is really hard for me NOT to enjoy. But it was more enjoyable than most I've been with, or encounters I've had.

I enjoyed myself multiple times. Like I said, great hands. His fingers actually managed to distract me from sucking his cock for minute or three! And the sex. Wow. Yeah, definitely enjoyed that. There is a way he was moving his hips that he would hit one spot and WOW!

And the man had staying power. Not a two strokes and done kinda man. I appreciate that. It was one of the better encounters I've had, especially lately. Since I've lived in Billings, of the partners I've had, there were 4 that I enjoyed most. He's one. One man moved out of state...although he did offer to fly me to see him at one point, our schedules would never work out. One man now has gf, and he's off limits... And I'm not too sure what will happen with the third guy. But I would be happy getting together with either man, again. They are definitely great in bed.

I'm getting turned on just writing about it. My pussy is clenching, thinking about the way I felt with him inside of me.

I turned all nervous and awkward afterwards, but that is what I do. Lol I probably babbled about stupid stuff, who knows? My knees were rubbery and my limbs like jelly. After he left, I put my pajamas on and collapsed into bed, with a post orgasm smile. I hope he enjoyed himself even a fraction of what I did, because that would still be a lot!

So, it was a great way to start my week...now I'm at work, wishing I were anywhere but here. I guess I really do need to win the lottery.

I do hope we can get together again, there are things I'd be interested in exploring. There are a few things I want to see of he is interested in trying. But one of the things is something that requires trust on my part and I don't do in the first few encounters. I'm sure you all know what I'm talking about.
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alright...
Posted:Apr 23, 2014 7:18 pm
Last Updated:May 19, 2014 11:05 pm
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I know I said I'm taking a more relaxed attitude when it comes to sex, but it is frustrating to go from amazing sex to nada...I'm not trying to fuck every man on this site, I would just like to find 1 or 2 guys to have sex with regularly.

I haven't heard from the guy that was so fantastic in bed. That sucks. I thought we'd had a good time, but apparently I was wrong.

I have one possibility for this weekend, but I'm not so sure I'm ready to meet yet another new man. I'd rather be with one I'm comfortable with.

I was planning to travel this weekend, just explore, hang out, whatever. But I'm beginning to think that maybe I should just tell everyone I'm going out of town and hide away at home. I was going to head to Bozeman for something and had hoped to hookup with a guy I know, but haven't heard from him. Kinda bummed. Was looking forward to getting my hands on him again. I enjoyed him and his beautiful body. I guess if it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be. Maybe I'll just go to the new bookstore Adam & Eve, then stop by Sam's Club for to stock up on batteries.

I hope everyone out there has a fabulous weekend! Go get some!
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hope you make up for it...lol
Posted:Apr 19, 2014 9:16 pm
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2014 7:15 pm
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There are no shenanigans, hookups, or romps in the sack for me this weekend. I guess that's ok. I'm certainly not going to die from lack of sex.

I left town for the weekend and the place I went has little to no option when it comes to me finding a partner...well, a discreet partner. That's ok. I've gone longer without sex. I'm not saying it doesn't suck, but I'm using a more relaxed attitude when it comesto sex. It's kind of nice. I've been talking to a guy or two about meeting soon. If it happens, it happens. If not, well I still have Duracell.

Don't get me wrong, I obviously love the real thing, but I'm done stressing over whether someone wants me or not. And the only time Duracell can hurt me is by dying on me right before I cum. Lol

So, I'm calling it a night. It's rather early for me on a Saturday night, but after the last few weeks, I think I need to catch up on some much needed sleep.

And who knows, maybe I'll need my energy for next weekend, maybe I won't. Locking myself away for a couple of weekends in a row wouldn't be a bad idea. But, I know me and that probably won't happen. Now that is warm I want to explore...Great Falls, Bozeman, maybe even Wyoming.

Wind me up and watch me go...where I'll stop nobody knows!

I hope all of you wonderful people are out there making up for my lack of action this weekend!!
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Sex is like...
Posted:Apr 17, 2014 12:28 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2014 9:27 pm
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Sex is like Chinese food...it satisfies me, makes me happy and content, but an hour later I want it, again! I know there have to be others out there like me! And I cum easily, so not being satisfied is not an issue 95% of the time. (There are 1 or 2 selfish, bad-at-sex men I've been with, that somehow did not manage to make me cum...pretty sad if you ask me)

I need a delivery!! lol I like to think I'm hilarious and amusing.

I'm still shy and selective about who I invite into my bed and sex life. I don't pick up men at bars, and I don't fuck everyone who emails me. (P.S. I got ANOTHER email from the man I've blocked 8 times before...so that is profile number 9...you'd think he would get the hint!)

Received a compliment from a guy recently. He told me I had "dsl." Took me a secondto figure it out, but then I got it....Dick Sucking Lips. I've been told that before. I never get tired of hearing it, either. I guess next time I'm in the mood to suck some hot cock, I'll put some lip highlighting lipstick on, draw attention to my dick sucking lips. I think I need some of this guy and his beautiful cock to practice on, I'm sure he wouldn't argue. He said I have a gift and skills.

Hope I get a "delivery" soon!!
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Lunar, lunacy, lunatics...
Posted:Apr 15, 2014 4:20 pm
Last Updated:Apr 17, 2014 12:03 pm
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Do you think that people act differently (crazy) during the period of a full moon? I never thought much about it until I started working at my current job. I definitely see anupswing in lunacy around the full moon. Usually 3 days before, day of and 3 days after. so, that makes a full week of lunacy. With some people it's not so noticeable , but a lot of the people I deal with, is definitely noticeable.

I sometimes wonder if it amps up my sexual desires...but then I thought about it and realized it really doesn't. I'm horny most of the time. I guess I just like the feeling of skin on skin, a hard throbbing cock using my body, pleasing my body. I love the feeling I get from making a man cum with my mouth, too. So, I doubt the full moon is having any affect on my horniness. lol

Sometimes I wish I wasn't nearly as sexual as I am. It's frustrating...but I would much rather be awoman who enjoys sex, enjoys sucking dick, than a woman who tolerates sex with their man. I enjoy the hell out of sex. I love cumming. I love the different levels of orgasm, the different ways men have managed to make new cum..

Anyways, I've rambled on and kind of strayed from the topic a bit....sorry!
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One time...
Posted:Apr 15, 2014 11:39 am
Last Updated:Oct 6, 2014 4:29 pm
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Okay, maybe not just one time....but I have some things I'd like to try. I used to sell adult novelty items. I loved doing it, but at the time I lived in a small town and once there were 2 maybe 3 parties, no one wanted to host parties for a while. Not a good way to be able to make a living. Lol.

But I'm rambling away from my original thoughts. Shocker! Lol I'vebeen thinking, and there are a few things I'd like to try, at least one time. The reason I brought up the adultnovelty items is because the demo kit I had, also had instruction books. One of them was an instruction guide to giving sensual massages. I want to try this. And no, I don't want to be the one getting massaged. I want to give the massage. But I think it would be a turn on to have full access to my partner's body. Just touching, making him feel good. It might not end up being as sexy as it sounds, but I want to try it.

The next thing I want to try is sex on the rims. Well, in a vehicle on the rims. I'm not ballsy enough to do it outside on the rims. lol I might just stick with the Crowne Plaza fantasy....fucking in a room on the upper floors while looking out the windows so I can see people going by as I'm getting pumped full of my guy's hot, hard cock.

The latest fantasy idea comes from talking to a friend. Well I was reminded of the fantasy by him, anyways. It involves a hot bartender. Or a business man. Basically I want to go where the man works and just have at it. I've discussed the business man fantasy with one guy and he was all for it. We could never get out schedules to match, though, so I never got to try it. And the bartender one...I know a LOT of hot bartenders, and there are so many things you can do in a bar after it's closed...or, I guess I should say, so many places to be done in a bar after it's closed. Lol

There are more, but I'm at work right now, and delving into those fantasies would only serve to frustrate me and turn me on more than I already am. Lol

Do any of these things sounds like something you'd want to do?

I'm pondering a tied up fantasy, at the moment, too.
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It's amazing....
Posted:Apr 13, 2014 9:34 pm
Last Updated:May 20, 2014 1:03 am
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I recently took a step back from stuff. It was a much needed break. I would check things out on here, but didn't really do much. As you can tell, I haven't really been posting any blogs.

There was the guy I'd met and wasn't sure about what to think. He's a local man, but I didn't meet him on this site. I've put that on the back burner. If he wants me, he knows where I am. But I'm not going to chase him. I like the guy, he's a nice guy, but I've already spent enough time on men who aren't really into me.

On the FWB front, I have met a fabulous man. I think he will do quite nicely. I'm not going to stop myself from meeting a new man if we click, but no longer am I actively seeking men out...for the most part.

I spent the afternoon with this man, and I still get tingles when I think of him. He took his time, made sure I enjoyed myself. He touched me, he kissed me, he didn't just pull his dick out and stick it in my face. And you all know how much I love sucking cock, but sometimes it is nice to get some of the attention first. He actually paid attention to the things I'd said about what I liked in bed...and he did them! He is a fabulous kisser, smelled delicious and his body was beautiful!! I am going to enjoy the hell out of this FWB!!

The weekend, as a whole, was pretty good. I spent way too much money, but it was worth it. PBR, cowboys, and then I met this man.

So, re-discovered friends, new friends, an amazing new FWB, and a new relaxed attitude. I feel amazing!!
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Normal...
Posted:Mar 11, 2014 11:08 am
Last Updated:Mar 27, 2014 2:02 pm
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Do you think there is " normal" amount of time to think about sex? Or a "normal" urge to have sex or want to have sex? I'm probably asking the wrong group by asking people on a sex site,but I'm still curious.

I think about sex...a lot. From talking to most of my friends, I seem to be in the minority. They either don't think about sex as often as I do, or they are lying. But I don't think they think like I do. Maybe they just don't enjoy sex like I do. Or maybe they are getting it more often than I do so they don't have the need to think about it like I do.

But I think even if I was getting fucked everyday, I'd still think about it. Ways to keep things new and exciting, ways to better please my partner, and what things we can try next time.

Even when I'm dating someone, I think about sex a lot. But I'm not one to usually initiate sex. I'm afraid of coming off like a sex fiend. lol I let my bf initiate sex. But I think I'm going tochangethat in my next relationship. If I feel like sucking his cock, I'm going to do it. (Within reason...I'm not going to try in a public setting or anything lol )

My ideal weekend with a man would be to spend most of it in bed, talking, fucking,playing and sleeping. Obviously you can't do this every weekend or nothing would ever getdone, but once ina while, I'd like to do this.

How often do you think of sex? Want sex? What's stopping you from having sex that often?
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Welcome March!!
Posted:Feb 28, 2014 6:11 pm
Last Updated:Mar 11, 2014 7:56 am
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I can't say that I'm sorry to see February go. It has been one hell of a month! Between illness, death, missing old friends and just plain assholeriness, I'm OVER the month! I know I can't technically lay the blame on the month, but it seemed like a lot to deal with in one short month. I already had plenty on my plate and things just kept getting heaped on. So, I'm glad it is over. I'm going to start anew. Wipe the slate clean. March is brand new!

Midnight tonight will bring a brand new month, a new attitude. Hopefully that old adage is true...In like a lion, out like lamb. Because Mother Nature sure seems intent on burying us in snow. I shoveled at least 8 inches of snow off of my steps today. I added that to the pile of 8" already there. I'm tired of the white crap. MELT!

I have a question for you guys. I am REALLLLLLY into this one guy (not from the site). He's nice, I can actually speak to him, and I think he likes me. But I'm not sure. I'm not the type to ask. Friends seem to think he is, but I'm trying to not get my hopes up. He's very athletic and attractive, funny, kind of a naughty sense of humor that I love, sometimes dry humor, talented, amazing. My friends say he flirts with me and pays me all sorts of attention, but I think that is part of his job. How can I tell without asking? Geez, I feel like a 5th grader. Maybe I should pass him a note, do you like me, Check yes or no. Good lord.

maybe I'll just let things happen naturally. If he's interested, he seems pretty confident, I guess he'll come after me. If not, his loss. But I really, really hope he comes after me. I want him in so many ways! LOL Not just sexually. Cripes, I am a frickin' 5th grader...I'm going to go find a daisy to play that game, "he loves me, he loves me not." *sigh* I'm such a dork, why would he want an awkward, socially inept old lady like me?
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Do I have to tattoo it?
Posted:Feb 18, 2014 11:26 am
Last Updated:Feb 25, 2014 7:35 pm
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I have a bone to pick. Just because I'm a female member of this site does NOT mean I'll do anything you want. I enjoy sex...A LOT, but there are certain things I'm, 1.) either not up for or 2.) need preparation for. I'm open to the idea of anal sex...but any man who just tries to shove his dick in without asking or bothering to take his time, is going to get punched in the junk from now on. I'm done trying to be nice about this. In case you don't understand, if you just try to shove your dick in my ass, it is NOT like my pussy. It doesn't have natural lubrication, it doesn't just open to accommodate your dick. In fact, if you try to just shove it in, I will tense up and it makes it worse. And if I've already asked you not to do it and you keep trying, there is something wrong with that.

Why do some guys think this is ok? Would it be ok if I grabbed my dildo and decided to just shove it up your ass without asking? No? Then please respect the women who have invited you into their bed/sex life.

The reason I'm bringing this up is because I had one of the worst encounters I've ever had last night. First he had basically tried to fuck my face, which if done right, I don't mind. But when I'm nearly suffocating and choking, it's not a fun experience for me. Then when we've discussed that I have issues with swallowing (I have a hard time with this due to a previous bad experience) yet you choose to attempt to cum in my mouth without warning or having the decency to pull out, you're already not starting off right. I love sucking dick, but some guys are ruining the pleasure I get from this. After I get over being irritated at this, I'm still horny, so I decided that since he was there, I might as well get fucked. Well, I should have just kicked him out. Things just went downhill from there. We were going at it doggy style, I was kind of enjoying it, when he pulled out and tried shoving his dick into my ass. I of course pulled away and yelped. I told him that he couldn't do that, I want ready. He said ok and we went back to fucking... against my better judgement. Less then 5 minutes later, he tried putting it in my ass again. Wtf!? I already said NO!

Not doing as I wish in the bedroom or during sex means you won't get another invite. I want to please you, but this isn't all about you. It's about both of us having a good time, getting pleasure, pleasing one another. What is so hard about that to understand?

So, guys, if you've talked to a lady and have discussed what is off limits or if at anytime one of you says no to something, that needs to be respected.
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Massage me, please!!
Posted:Feb 11, 2014 9:42 pm
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2014 1:32 pm
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Usually, I'm not one for massages. They tend to hurt me. I don't know if I have extra sensitive skin/nerves or if the people who have tried to give me massages were just too rough. Although, I can say that when someone pokes me in the arm, it can throb and hurt for 15-20 minutes, even when it isn't that hard of a poke.

But, I'm in so much pain and have so much tension in the middle of my shoulders that I am desperately craving a massage. I want a man to straddle my backside, get some slightly warmed massage oil and just massage and rub that spot between my shoulders. Where it leads from there, I don't really care....well, you know me. You know where I WANT it to lead. LOL

I have a friend that wrote, in great detail about the latest sexcapade between her and her man, that I'm envious and horny and turned on. Yet, no man in site. But there is a reason for that. I have to chill for a while. And it SUCKS.

I was hoping to distract myself Friday, with a man and lots of sex. Friday is the anniversary of the day one of my best friends passed away. I still miss her. I still catch myself trying to go visit her at work. I miss our chats. She gave some of the greatest advice. She believed that everyone was beautiful and had something special about them. I loved her and miss her. I think about her often. It's been a couple of years, but every year on the anniversary of her passing, I think about her and why. Why did it have to be her? I know I'll drive myself crazy if I keep asking these questions, but sometimes I can't help it.

Thankfully, I should have a full house this weekend, so that'll keep me busy thru the weekend.

Anyways, maybe THIS is part of the tension and stress. LOL

It'll be all good, eventually. I just need a long, hot sit in the sauna, followed by a long, hot shower and some long, steamy, hot sex...er...oops. I guess we know where my mind always goes. >>!
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I don't know...
Posted:Feb 10, 2014 1:38 pm
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2014 1:33 pm
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I've not been writing as much lately. Part of it is that I have nothing to say, or nothing to say that would matter to anyone but me. Part of it is my mind is preoccupied with other stuff, not writing.

Guys, I have a question for you. When you are in a public situation, what is it that you notice about a woman and what makes you want to approach her?

I go out, I smile, I have a good time. Yet, it is always my friend that gets approached and I feel invisible. Don't get me wrong, she's very pretty. So, I understand them approaching her. The only guys that approach me are guys that are friends and have girlfriends. They can't be blamed for guys not approaching, though. They don't stay around too long.

Just wish I knew what I did wrong. I'm nice, I talk to people, I smile, I don't close myself off. I have been told I am pretty...is it my size that keeps men from approaching me? Where do I go to meet guys that might find me interesting to approach?
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