feeling better...
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Posted:Feb 5, 2014 2:20 pm
Last Updated:Feb 9, 2014 4:46 pm
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I've been sick the last few days. Well, apparently I'm feeling better, because now all I can think about is sex. Just relaxing in my chair and the image of a hot guy I know showing up, putting my legs on the arms of the chair and just plunging into me...I was instantly wet and pulsing down there.
It has only been about 10days since I had sex, but that is still too long. It's nothing compared to the nearly two year drought, but it's still too long. I would fuck everyday if I could.
I have been talking to this guy I plan to meet on Monday night. He's got me so fucking ready, it's insane. He seems like just the type of guy I need. We'll only be able to meet once a week, due to his job, but I think it'll work out great. I asked him what I was going to do for sex when he was not available. He said to fuck whoever I want to, as long as I'm safe and tell him all about it. Pics are a plus he said. Since we aren't dating, I'm ok with this. If we were dating, I wouldn't be able to do this.
He wants to invite his friend to join us. They both like big women, so I'm excited about that. Two dicks, just for me! I just wish the man was here, NOW!! Just thinking about all of the things he did he's going to do, the words he used and will use while fucking me, have me so turned on I'm going to have to play with my toys.
Or maybe find a hot, local Billings man to come over and fuck me for a couple ofhours...
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monopoly....
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Posted:Feb 1, 2014 1:06 am
Last Updated:Feb 3, 2014 9:50 am
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I'm not a game. I don't like being played. Be honest with me, I'll do the same with you. If you want to have some fun, and I want to have some fun, why not just do it?? Why do some men feel that it's ok to play childish games?
Sorry, I'm venting. This guy was all hot and bothered to get with me and tonight when I sent him a text, NOTHING. I'm done. If you can't reply to my email or text, why the fuck should I bother? I'm fine wasting my time. My batteries are reliable, I'll just stick with them.
I just want to fuck. I just want to have fun. Guys say women are teases and don't follow thru....well I call bullshit.
Men, if you ever wonder why you can't get a woman to meet you from this site, thank the men before you. They have fucked everything up for you.
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6 weeks...give or take...
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Posted:Jan 28, 2014 7:06 pm
Last Updated:Apr 25, 2014 12:42 pm
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I was recently talking to a friend about my mood as of late. I've been extra sensitive, crabby and mopey the last couple of weeks. It always seems to hit mid January and lasts thru February. I didn't really notice it, but friends did. By March I'm back to my same bubbly self, usually.
What I realized while talking to this friend is WHY I get this way at this time. It's not that it's after the holidays, though that may be part of it. But February is a pretty bad month for me. I've lost a lot of good people in my life, in February. One of my favorite people in the world - my grandmother. I also lost my best friend - everyone she met was considered friend. There are a few more, but those two are the important ones.
And then last night I learned of another friend dying in a car accident. Sometimes I just wish I could sleep thru these 2 months. Ignore them, ignore the loss, even though I know that's just not possible.
Now that my eyes have been opened, I've been trying to be a little better about not wearing all of my emotions on my sleeve. Trying not to subject everyone around me to my personal sadness these two months tend to bring. I've decided to accept that it was their time, whether they were young or had lived a "full life."
So, if you've come into contact with me and I've been somewhat distant or confrontational (like trying to pick a fight or argue), please accept my apology. I'm going thru a rough time and have no right or reason to take it out on you.
I'm opening myself up, and I hope you will be extra understanding with me. I don't mean to snap at you or pick fights. I'm just looking for some sort of release. it's not personal, and again if you've experienced this, I'm sorry.
Thanks for reading.
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Watching the vids..
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Posted:Jan 25, 2014 1:23 pm
Last Updated:Jan 25, 2014 9:45 pm
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There are some pretty hot videos on here. I think it makes them hotter to know they are real people. I love that. I feel like a voyeur.
But I absolutely HATE the videos where the woman just lays there. WTF? You have nice, hard cock (or cocks) fucking you. If you don't like it, why are you meeting men on this site? The guys might as well be fucking a blow up doll for all some of these women move or make any noise.
Come on! Move around, let your partner know you're enjoying it! Let your partner know you're alive!
I'd more than happy to take some of these cocks off of your hands, if you can't show any appreciation for them.
Maybe I'm a little more appreciative than some prefer, but at least my men know I'm alive!
What do you think of the "layers?"
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Does this really work?
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Posted:Jan 25, 2014 12:24 pm
Last Updated:Jun 22, 2022 12:46 am
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Was perusing a different site and this is what I came across. Does anyone think that this will truly work? He's basically saying, "I'm too good for you before even knowing you, but your really hot friend (who could be a total bitch for all he knows) is perfect!" Whatever. I wish the guy luck...but I hope no one answers this ad. Everyone is too good for that kind of arrogance:
"Extremely Attractive Male looking for BBW/Thick/Curvy to introduce me - 32
If you're reading this, I'm probably out of your league (or maybe not). BUT! You may just have that better looking friend who might be open to going out with me!  She's not on craigslist because she knows she's too good for it. But you are! Don't think about yourself! Think about your friend and all the good you'll be doing!
Me: handsome (for real), athletic build (for real), speaks multiple languages (again, for real), etc... (basically your dream guy, except that your dream guy doesn't actually exist)
My motives: I've been traveling the world for over a decade. Now I've landed here in Montana and have found myself needing a little social stimulation and not knowing where to find any. I don't really have any expectations and am open to meeting anyone (who's genuinely female) for any reason really. I like to go with the flow. I'm 36 but could easily lie and tell you I'm in my late 20's and you would believe me... maybe. Hehe Well, you can send me a pic and I'll send you a pic and you can see for yourself
Your friend is in her early twenties to early thirties, nice face, nice body, and is intelligent (at least) enough to see the humor in this post and understand that I'm not a complete narcissist and hater of women with a little meat on their bones. That's all.
I am real and am for real Let's be friends!
Pics first baby! Multiple pics get multiple pics!
Uh... fake colored eye contacts really freak me out. Other than that I'm easy  "
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Neon signs!
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Posted:Jan 22, 2014 7:40 pm
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2014 1:33 pm
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I made my friend laugh today. We were talking about the sight and the fact that we are both horny women. I think we're both sexually insatiable. (men who have passed up the chance to be with us, you lost out.  )
So, I told her, I was just going to buy a neon sign that flashes "OPEN" and wear it on a belt around my waist...if you can't figure out where this is going, I can't help you. And then I'll get one of those little number dispensers and a sign that says, "Now Servicing #____"
You know I won't ever do it, but I did think it was one of the most obvious ways to make it so that signals aren't crossed. There would be no denying what I was asking for. LOL
I'm going to get some this weekend, even if I have to drink Crown Royal to do it...(I cautioned my friend to tell me NO if I ask for Crown...naughty things happen when I drink Crown)
who's buying me a shot?
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Fake fake FAKE
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Posted:Jan 22, 2014 6:05 pm
Last Updated:Jan 24, 2014 6:37 am
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All of the pix on my profile (UNLESS otherwise noted, as in the post of the lady getting fucked in my blog post. That is NOT me, it just is what I believe my body to look like) are of me. They are real, I took them myself, I uploaded them. I DID NOT go on the internet and search for a hot woman's face to use as my profile pic....like some men have done.
I really should have realized the picture is fake. It was just too hot. But I've met some hot guys from this site, so I just believed it. I really should have known it anyways. It is of a famous athlete.
Men, just use real pix, please. Actually, I wish EVERYONE would use real pix.
*sigh*
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Ride my ass, please??
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Posted:Jan 20, 2014 11:47 am
Last Updated:Apr 29, 2014 2:26 pm
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I don't mean that in a sexual way. I want your help if you follow my blog or are a consistent reader. I want you to help me with something. I'm going to post this to the top of my blog. I want anyone and everyone who wants to help to ride my ass each day.
Ask me if I've been on the elipitcal machine. Ask me if I sat in the sauna. Ask if I've had my 10 glasses of water. Just ride my ass about it. I don't want to give up. Too many times I've seen changes in my body and myself, but no one else seems to notice and I lose my motivation. I feel like if no one notices, why bother? I've already seen changes in my body, but no one else has, except my best friend and some of my family. I'm afraid if this trend continues, I'll fall back into my old ways.
But I think if I have you guys riding me to continue, I just might do it. There will be a reward at the end of my journey. I will post a before and after photo, just so you all can see how far I've come. It won't be the most fun thing I'll ever do, I hate full body pix, but this is how much I truly want your help.
Who wants to ride my ass?? (non sexually...for now )
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Friends...
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Posted:Jan 20, 2014 11:21 am
Last Updated:Jan 21, 2014 7:59 am
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I love my friends. They are wonderful. But they see a completely different me than men see. They don't understand why an awesome catch like me is still single. Awe...I'm blushing! I love my friends, but they just dont' get that men are different.
They see the funny side, to non-shy side, the sports fanatic, the one who would do anything for someone I love and/or care for. They see my beauty.
I just wish men could see me this way. I'm an amazing person. I'm strong. Some of the things I've been through and survived would keep a weaker person down. Now, I'm not saying I came through these things unscarred, but I survived. I will survive. I don't NEED a man. I would like to find one, but I'm not settling.
So, for now, I'm focusing on me. I'm changing some things in my life. No, this isn't a New Year's thing. I started in November. I've already seen changes. I'm in month 3 and I'm slowly adding new things to the changes I'm making. When I go to Chicago/Minnesota this summer, I want to turn heads. I'll still be the same me on the inside, but maybe the package on the outside will make some men sit up and take notice. I'm pretty now, but give me 6 months, I'll be a frickin' knock out.
Pretty confident, now, huh?
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It was the damned crown!!
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Posted:Jan 19, 2014 1:30 pm
Last Updated:Mar 16, 2014 1:56 am
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No, I wasn't in a pageant, and I'm not wearing a sparkly crown. The crown I speak of is Crown Royal. I haven't drank it in years, and now I remember why. I do stupid shit when I drink Crown. I don't get mean or anything, I just do stupid stuff. Last night was no exception.
My weekend was anything but what I'd hoped for and expected. In short, it sucked. But I should know better than to get my hopes up, by now. So, I had a some Crown last night...and some beer. I had eaten about a slice and a half of pizza all day, so you can imagine what Crown and beer did to me...even being a big girl like myself.
I'm pretty sure I sent some texts to a guy I was supposed to meet, but I erased a lot of stuff off of my phone....Look at that, even in my drunkenness, I was protecting myself from something. SMH Unfortunately, if I did send texts, I don't know what they were. Awesome. (someone please slap me) I guess my redemption in all of this, is that I called my best friend and bff made me promise to call someone to come and get me. I was nowhere near home, and the hotel I'd left was 30 miles away. So, I called a relative. She was NOT happy. First off, I hadn't told her I was in town. Strike one. Second off, I was 40 miles from her. Strike 2. Third, It was nearly 11pm. Strike 3. She came and got me, but she was pissed. 
So, you can see what my evening was...what a way to end the shitty weekend. Only that wasn't all. It must have been a karma thing, but you know that when you drink a lot, the next day you are most likely going to have a hangover. Yup...it hit me. I probably deserved it. I'm not a big fan of myself right now. That is one reason I don't drink a whole lot. If I drink, it's a couple of drinks and I'm done.
Usually, if I do get my drink on and end up drunk, I am the happy drunk. I love people. I'll talk to anyone. And EVERYONE is my best friend. Everyone gets a hug and shot. The shyness goes away. I'll tell a guy I think he's hot and not care. That's about the only good thing that comes from me getting drunk.
So, with a hangover headache and queasy stomach, I made the 2 hour drive home. I had a lot of time to think. Obviously I can't write all of the stuff that went through my head, even if I wanted to. I don't know if I could explain it all. Or the reasons behind the thoughts and feelings.
I've decided to not even bother anymore. I'm not putting an effort out to have sex. I just don't give a fuck anymore...literally and figuratively. I'm done. There is only so much one person can be expected to take. I've been through my share and sometimes I think more than my share. I'm tired. Tired of trying and failing. Tired of having men find fault with me based on either my looks, my body or my personality, without even bothering to get to know me. Tired of being ditched time and time again. Tired of feeling like I'm an idiot for trusting people.
If someone finds me or I end the drought, it happens, but I'm not actively searching anymore...
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I did it...
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Posted:Jan 17, 2014 11:26 am
Last Updated:Jan 24, 2014 3:55 pm
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No, I didn't end the drought...lol
I spent all morning trying to decide if I wanted to spend the money and go out of town for 2 days or just 1. I decided on 2. I thought it would be a waste of time to just go for one day and have to turn around and come back. This way I can get there, relax, hang out...whatever. I got an ok deal on a hotel room and in the pix, the room looks nice. But you know those sites, they all take the best room and take pix of it. I'll probably get stuck in the room next to the elevator and/or ice machine. Whatever. I hope my moans of desire drown out the ice machine. HA HA.
I'm glad to finally be getting out of town. The job has been stressing me out lately. It's getting harder and harder to handle some people. It's just too bad that the weekend goes so fast...
I guess I'd better get to packing, if I want to get on the road soon!!
I may be coming to a town near YOU!
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pass the soap
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Posted:Jan 14, 2014 8:35 pm
Last Updated:Jan 15, 2014 10:52 pm
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I admit it, I have a habit of cursing. Not always the best thing a lady can have. I am not saying I use dirty words every other word, by sometimes they just slip out. Especially at work. But it's usually after I've been cursed at and my being nice isn't working.
But there is a time when I purposely use dirty language...in bed or during sex, wherever it may occur. lol Does that bother you? When your partner talks dirty during sex? Or does it turn you on? Do you talk dirty?
Lately I've been doing a lot of writing. Those of you that read my blog know that I've gone on a writing binge. But some of the things I've written are private and I don't post them. They are some fantasies or me writing down the naughty dreams I've been having lately. And believe me, there have been a LOT of those dreams. It's frustrating. Some of those dreams are very vivid. Vivid enough that sometimes I swear I can nearly feel a man with me, taste him, smell him. But I wake up so turned on. And my love of Duracell and all things sexually vibrating is beginning to wane. They do the job, but it's just not the same.
I've decided I'm just not chasing anything anymore. Not trying to end the drought, if it ends, it ends. Whatever. I give up. Every time I've made plans something comes up and I'm left more frustrated than before. At least if I don't make plans I can't end up more frustrated...I hope. Fuck it. See? There goes my dirty mouth...or in this case, fingers, cursing again.
I still think I'm going to travel this weekend, but that is subject to change. I may just stay in town and try to win a trip to the Super Bowl...anyone want to be my +1? I bet is have been banging down my door if I had tickets and trip to super bowl in my hot little hands...
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How does it feel?
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Posted:Jan 13, 2014 1:19 am
Last Updated:Jan 14, 2014 7:41 am
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I was talking with a friend recently and we were talking about sex. Imagine that. LOL We were wondering how the opposite sex feels about certain things. I mean I always wonder how it feels to a man when he enters a woman. I'm sure every woman feels differently, but what does it feel like? And I also know it is way different with a condom. Is it like the movie says? Does it resemble warm apple pie? If so, that's just weird. Who eats warm apple pie and thinks, "hmm, this would feel just like a woman's pussy when I stick my cock in it?"
What does it feel like to have a woman's mouth on your cock? Is it the sensations she can make you feel that you like so much? Or is it the fact that she is willing and wanting to stick that part of you in her mouth and pleasure you?
Enough of that...
So, I find myself with different reasons for why I find one man attractive and another completely different man attractive. Totally different reasons. One could be because he makes me laugh. There is a man that, at first, I didn't really find sexually attractive. But as I got to know him and realized that he had a wicked sense of humor, I found myself more and more attracted to him. Then there is just the more obvious attraction for a man -- he's really hot.
I have recently found myself incredibly attracted to a man who has been coming into where I work. He comes in for lunch and I'm extremely attracted to him. But I will keep this attraction to myself, because he is married. *face palm* I don't know why I do that to myself.
And then there is the "man in uniform" attraction. OMG. Lately, it's been tough. There are a couple of men I know that are cops and they just keep getting more attractive every time I see them. And the ones I know are really nice. Maybe I'm just horny. Maybe? Never mind. You know I am.
Another thing...
I hate it when I talk to men and the automatically assume I'm interested in them. I'm a friendly person. I like talking to people. But lately, it's been my experience that when I go out to bars, if I bump into a man or am walking past one, they seem to think that since I'm a big woman, that I must be desperate and want every man I touch. Horny and desperate are two totally different things. I had 2 men sit down next to me at a bar one night. I was alone, but I was visiting the bartender, he was a friend of mine. So, these two kind of attractive boys (and they were young) sit down next to me and start talking to me. So, I'm not a bitch, so of course I reply back. Then the one next to me is like, "Hey, I have a girlfriend!" First of all I never said one thing sexual to him. Never even hinted at it. I just shook my head and said, "that's fine, I'm not interested in you, anyway." Then he pointed to his friend and started to say something, but got cut off. It didn't matter, I couldn't see myself taking either of these two very drunk young men home. I don't want to deal with any more whiskey dick.
Speaking of whiskey dick, I'm sure glad I'm a woman. I don't have to worry about having whiskey dick. If I'm ever not wet enough, there is always lube. But the only time I've had to use lube was for anal sex or after going a couple of hours with a man. There is only so much self lubrication for a lady...or at least there is for me. lol
Wow, I'm really all over the place tonight, huh?
So, I'm planning *knock on wood* a trip this weekend. I'm thinking Bozeman. Couple days in a hotel, lazing about. It will keep me out of trouble here and make the former crush wonder where the hell I am. I like that part...He's used to seeing me and I since I didn't go in this past weekend and won't go in the coming weekend, he is going to have me on his brain. I'm not trying to play games, still trying to decide what to do...
And the last topic. A crush.
This is the on again, off again crush. It seems like he has a 6th sense when it comes to me and my on again, off again crush on him. Just when I'm starting to let go of the crush he does something so totally sweet or funny that I fall all over again. Then when I fall, he kind of becomes stand-offish. We can be in a crowded bar, where 200 people have access to the juke box and he can pick out 99% of the songs I play. He says he is always glad when I play music because it's good. Then he'll randomly dance for me....I haven't gathered the nerve to wave dollar bills at him when he's dancing...yet. He's also got an amazing sense of humor and is quick witted. I just need to grow a pair and ask him out. But he seems to like the skinny little blondes. Maybe it's best I don't ask him out. LOL But I do like to fantasize about him. I've also had some amazingly hot sex dreams about him....I woke up blushing one time! LOL
ok, I've babbled enough for one evening, it's time for bed.
Kisses! {=}
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