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Thirsty's Diary
 
Thirsty is middle age Indian sub exploring summisive lifestyle since last 3 years. This is not professional write-up, but thirsty's own experience.
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Thirsty"s Session No IV
Posted:May 29, 2014 10:54 am
Last Updated:Oct 17, 2015 4:26 am
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Diary of Thirstycow Session IV:

Evening around 7.00pm Friday 27 Nov we reached the destination. It was the farm house we have never visited before. During the travelling my BF has handed over a whip to me to feel the touch and left to my imagination the pain that may create.

This time my BF and all others were quite quipped and thought about the session a lot. During previous session my response to the group another than my BF was quite dead. Neither they nor I really enjoyed. This time they really worked out well. They made me sleep on a narrow wooden bench and tied my legs and started massaging me. All four of them except my BF who was just watching from a distance. Slowly I started responding to their will. My nipples getting harder, felling wet inside. I was moaning freely giving them welcome signal but till the point of desperation arises no body enters I started feeling fire which is raging and I am craving for being drilled. They waited till I openly asked them to “Please fuck me”. Ohooo……… shameful! Humiliating! To ask a group of people to fuck you!!! I think they were able to bring out the slut within me. At that moment my BF left the room gives me a little odd feeling of being trapped in the hand of strangers. But I was so aroused at that moment I could not think just other than being fucked with full thrust and they did it well one after another and suddenly they turned me around and I felt a finger in my anus I turned around to see my BF was putting some jelly through my asshole. He smiles at me a said ‘surprise no1’ of the session. Although I was expecting this in the session and trying to relax, it was difficult. They seem to be not in hurry at all and I am getting waves of organism driving me out of mind. After awhile I felt relaxed adopting my self for getting something inside my anus and at that moment he inserted. I can not tell exactly what I felt at that moment but it was painful. I felt like my tissues getting torn apart. After a few thrusts I adjusted and trying to cope up with pain started giving response. Two of them hold my hand and made me play with their cocks; one of them was standing right in front of me and masturbating heavily. And my god………… to add up all of three shooted their loads on my face at the same time, my BF exploded at same time I even could not wipe out the sperm from my face and just laid back exhausted in pleasure.

This is first time my BF didn’t allow me to wear me anything throughout entire period of our stay at farm-house. I was being helped by two of them to cook dinner! Do cleaning etc!!!

Late evening after Dinner session around 10.30pm.:
The most awaited session of weekend the whipping. They wrapped whip (4 feet long single tail) along my waist giving a feeling of fear all the time before it is actually used.

Everyone gives me OTK spanking mostly soft. They also know that I need to keep my appetite of pain for whipping session. All other time they used to spank me but on the laps of my BF. This time everyone took me on his laps, handled me and gave spanking. I was responding to best of my capacity but could not since thinking only of whipping all the time.

After about one hour of discussion/argument they all decided that I will receive 20 lashes of the whip and that is to be mainly on back & butt. I was shivering with fear. Sweating heavily even before I was tied to a window with my hand over my head. My legs were not tied and kept free for dancing in pain. And the great whipping show started………………

I was fearfully looking at my BF since I expect him to start! Pain comes from the loved one could be little bearable I thought… But he seems to be out of the game and just watching without much comments and participation. And then the first one took the whip from my waist, pinched my nipples hard, and took his position. I felt like the world stopped at the moment feeling silence before the air of whip and then it came

WHAP!

"Unnnhhhh!" The wind left my lungs as my body surged forward from the force of the whip. A raging fire started in the small of my back and quickly spread all over me. I cried openly at that unbearable pain. My mind was absolutely out of control ………. Before my reaction in words I received more two.

SCHAAPP!

WHOPPPP!!

"AARRRRGGGGHHHH!" I screamed as my mind and body is out of my control under the pain of the lash. I was shaking my head violently. My arms felt as if they were coming loose from my shoulders as my body jerked and heaved under the whip. Sweat poured from my body and mixed with the welts raising the pain from my wounds.

I must think! How many strokes have I received? Only three? Oh, my God!

I was crying and requesting to please stop! Please don’t whip me anymore! I can’t stand! Please!

WHHAAAAPP! The fourth hit came the tip of the whip touched my nipple! And I passed out! I lost control on my body! Could not even breathe properly! my head resting on my chest and my hair hanging down in my face. They all released me and encircled me and gave me long time to get hold on myself. After about half hour my BF asked are you ready? Strong feeling of fear moves through my entire body! Please let’s stop this I can’t take anymore! It is impossible. Please I was openly crying begging not to whip me again.

They were looking calm. My BF then took control and said ok if she is not ready to take rest of 16 lashes today then tomorrow she will take 25! Is that ok honey? I just looked at him! It was unbelievable! He was giving me hard challenge! Both are un-expectable! I wished that the entire thing to be stopped right now! But I have created this world and I had to face it! Although the situation is fearful, pain from my welts was out of my control, I felt good about the way he gave me this options. He was confident about the game, about me and the control over situation. I regained my breathe and thought 25 is out of question! Let’s face it now! I told him that let’s spread the lashes half! 10 now and rest of 6 tomorrow. He agreed to it! That’s a spirit baby!

This time they tied me to bed so that whip doesn’t hit my nipples or any of front part of body! And it started again!!!!!!!!!

The pain was as un-bearable as before but not un-expected! I can feel and getting ready at each stroke what and how much to expect!! And even at that horrible pain I was felling proud to have courage to endure the pain. At the end of tenth stroke they released me and left me alone for a while. I slept in same position to adjust myself with the fire from my welts and the mind from the assault just experienced. After about an hour I heard some loud discussion and could not resist myself to come out and join the group again. Can anyone imagine what they were discussing? They were betting about my capacity of endurance and something about the ‘Surprise No2’ of the session. I was curious and also felt a fear about what they have planned more for me! Then we all went to sleep!

Saturday 28th Morning 11.00 am:
This entire time I am just in my bare skin. Being naked during play time is far different than just being naked all the time. All the time I was so conscious about someone drops in suddenly & sees me in this position! God! So humiliating! But anyway nothing happened. As I said my partners were learning very fast. They were not playing with me nor even touching me but just left me to do routine work but naked.

This time they take to me backyard and tied me to the tree. The touch of the rough trunk to my skin only gave me a first wave of arousal. They left me alone in that position for a while! I was feeling so shameful and awkward, the first time in life I though as if this is a purification process of to my sins. My disrespect to tradition, leaving my husband, exploring such weird fantasies, all that my near & dear one planned for me as general happy life at that moment I was feeling bad about not listening to them. I was deeply engrossed in the thought that I didn’t even realised when they all came. I wake up from the thoughts when the first whip hits my back.

WHAP!

Again a wave of pain spread all over my body! I cried my body jerked against the trunk. The second blow comes instantaneously. Unnnhhhh! I was trying to get hold on my breathe. Trying to calm down consuming the pain that is taking toll on me. And the last four lashes that is from my dear one now left. And to my absolute disbelief they turned me around and tied my hand behind my back and just left me without tying to anything. I was standing watching with fearful eyes to my BF. Tears rolling down from eyes. He was calm! Easy honey he said! You can run but not allowed to sit down! By any chance you sit down I will recount my lashes from 0! Ready hear is the “Surprise No 2”. Even is that position I laughed, admiring my masters for arranging the game properly and taking it to new heights everytime.

SCHAAPP!

The whip hit my belly. As usual the pain was horrible! I was about to sit forgetting about the condition. So that to avoid the second hit on my belly but gained my breath and ran a bit to find some time. Sweat mixed with the welts is giving some burning sensation. I sense that I am not only afraid but my nipples started getting harder.

WHOPPPP!!

WHHAAAAPP!

Two hits came one after another giving me no chance to adjust myself for the blow. I am sure that I am going to pass out this time also. Lost control over my breathing! And this time my BF just hold me took me inside and said to others the last one I will administer in alone………….. Our session ends here!!!!!!!!!!

After the whipping session I had the best organism of life with my BF. The true pain-slut I am. The last count is still pending and I hope I will receive it soon….
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Thirsty's initiation into Submissive Lifestyle
Posted:May 28, 2014 10:42 am
Last Updated:Sep 10, 2014 10:45 pm
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Diary of Thirsty:

It all started in last march i.e. 2010. Since separated from my hubby I was having a relationship with ***, now my master. I had fantasies about being rough manhandling since long and during some intense moments i share those with my boyfriend. I could never imagine that he will really set it up for me. After knowing my kinky desires he started innovating. He used to tie me up in various positions, spank my butt, make me dirty by mud or color while I am tied and I used to really enjoy it. After every such session i get powerful orgasm than usual.

It was during March 2010 i took a week long holiday and planning a weekend with BF. I was absolutely unaware that the weekend will be a start of my second life. Before we left he made me ware a big goggle. i could not see practically anything from that. I am so surprised later come to know that the goggle was painted from inside. The session started right that moment. I got aroused with the idea of being helpless and controlled. After an hour of drive car stopped and he helped me to walk into a house. He asked me to wait for a while. He made me stripped naked just in bare skin. He slowly tied ropes to my both wrists as well as ankles. As he was doing it I started openly moaning showing him my willingness. He spread my legs apart about 2 feet and tied to something. He then asked me to raise my hands above and stretched them so that I literally have to stand on my toes. I was getting bit restless since the position was painful and due to blindfold I was unable to judge what he is planning. Now i am tied securely in tight position like cross with complete exposure. i started sweating.

And all of a sudden i sensed group of men approaching me. My BF removed goggle and I saw four men standing with my BF looking at me. I am stunned for second and considering that as my acceptance all started touching and squeezing my body. I felt hands all over my body and I came to senses. I cried in humiliation and asked them to stop all that. To my surprise all of them stopped and waited for my BF to speak. I was so furious that if my hands were free I must have slapped my BF. Felt like being cheated and trapped. He calmly came to me and started caressing my body for awhile. I was shouting and asking him to release me. Everyone left the room and only two of us remain. "Thirsty, hold on for a second and think whether you really expected those men to stop? You are a sub by nature and have courage to explore it. But after all its your call. We will not be forcing you at all. You say and it will be over. But at least from me you will never get another chance to fulfill your kinky fantasies" I became speechless. What he was saying was correct. When I shouted I didn’t expected that they will stop. But now i sensed greater humiliation since I am supposed to take decision. It is invitation for gangbang. I thought being forced may be easier to cope up than to invite. But that is a fate of a sub. To my shame I nodded in acceptance to my BF. He laughed and slapped across my face really hard for first time. I really deserve it.

And all of them entered with my BF. I could not look at them, feeling very awkward and degraded. They released me and the gangbang started. My BF took the first chance as natural privilege, others are caressing my body. Frankly I could not enjoy much. All the time thinking about what am I doing? And where this would lead in future. It all ended quite quickly. I think nobody enjoyed that properly. They made me relaxed after that. Two of them went to make dinner arrangement. Rests were just watching TV. I was just sitting idle with deep thinking.

After dinner I was expecting yet another shot. But nothing happening, at last I asked my BF what's the plan? They all busted in laugh making me very nervous. But i decided to be like a sub and invite them, I stripped down and went to my BF he quietly took me on his lap and started light spanking. I soon realized that more hand started using my butt. Eventually my butt started getting red and I am moaning in pleasure. They were started hitting me all over back, thighs’ at a time I am receiving two/three hits. I started shouting openly from pain. Now I need to be fucked but could not say it openly. As if my BF understood he declared closing of show and took me inside and filled me up. That so nice of him, I was not comfortable with gangbang again but want sex. I am so pleased to have such a understanding person as BF. I stopped thinking and slept in calm with full confidence on him.
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