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Blogs > SweetSadJess > Life and it's givings

I give up....  

SweetSadJess 37F
6 posts
10/16/2005 10:51 pm

Last Read:
11/7/2008 8:27 pm
I give up....
Well I guess I should tell ya'll the news. I moving to Arizona at the
first of Nov. It's not like I wanted to but I have to now, and ya'll
want to know the shity part I get to watch my grandfather die when I
get there. Ain't I the luckiest damn person in the world? I guess the
goes my idea to go to ACC in the spring, I guess that means I don't
get to anything I had plans. Oh well it's not like I have a say in
the matter anyway I'm just here to be used the way my (so-called)
family sees fit, right? You know it's really sad when I got family
members that live no father then 5 to 10 min away from my
grandparents house that can't even go and help out in times of need.
No they go only got when they need a baby sitter or some fast cash. I
mean it's really sad when the youngest, and farthest grandchild has
to drop everything to go help. It's even sadder when I asked not to
go because I wanted to remember my grandpa the way he was before he
got sick, and not watch him die slowly and full of pain. You know I
don't think I'm coming back to Texas after I move cause you know my
mom sure doesn't give a damn about me the same goes for my sister
too. I think the only ones that are going to miss me are Raven and my
brother-in-law. I mean that's really fucking sad. But no matter I'll
do what I promised to my grandparents as a and take care of
them, but you know what I no longer have any family I disown everyone
of those bastered who didn't left a finger to help and when they are
both are dead I plan to burn everything of value before those damn
basters can get there grubby hands on it, and then I'm gone I don't
know where I'll go but I plan it out when the time comes, maybe I go
to California or something just me and my cats(lilly and Princess). I
just don't know, but I give up they've finely won, I'm broken and i
just don't car anymore.
Anyway I'm sorry this was just so long but I had to get that out and
I figure ya'll wouldn't mind I mean ya'll but up with my shit for the
last four years before this. Why not one more time for old times
sake. Well Later for now I'll stay in touch while I'm still here but
I don't know when I'll have a chance up there in AZ. I'll try to buy
a new computer when I get there, but I have to get a job first and as
ya'll know that ain't no guarantee. Anyway Night. Pease Out.

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