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My first Lesbian Lover
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My first Lesbian Lover I knew when I realized that I never could make a relationship last with a men that I was a lesbian. I decided to love everything, everyone, and myself. I got involved with female groups, I began going out dancing a lot. I am a dancer with dance training in my background. After about a year and a half I danced with a woman for an hour and a half on New Years evening in 2012. We became lovers 21 days after that dance. Me? I was convinced that she was the one during the dance. Our relationship lasted for five years and did not break up over lack of love. We had had a crisis during summer of 2014 and I became a Shambhala Buddhist in response. We moved to Ottawa when she entered Graduate School at Carleton University during 2015. She asked me if I wanted to be her Grad School bitch. We moved to Ottawa in the summer of 2015. She made it most of the way to a Masters degree when she became disabled. I served her through all of it. I adored her and shopped, cooked, cleaned and touched her where she wanted to be touched. She did not achieve orgasm easily, but I learned how to touch her, how to listen to her breath and feel the way she moved and I touched her in response. We had orgasms most of the time. When we broke up it was because she had no energy left to take care of me in the ways that she had been doing. She loved me during the breakup period and after. She loves me still. And I need to find a new woman who can receive adoration, who can accept my devotion.  |
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