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Hard To Contemplate. A Poem
Hard To Contemplate. A Poem Sleepless once again Thoughts not wanting to end Worries aplenty No solutions forthcoming. There are so many things That could drive us away Then apart would be The next step we'd take. I see this And it causes me So much pain. I catch my breath And nearly hyperventilate. You think I exaggerate? Am being overly dramatic? Listen to my thoughts And give me your take. The differences are unsustainable. It's crazy to keep holding on Yes we are both lonely And kind hearted people But we are fooling ourselves That we can have a future That gives us what we really want. For me that would be someone Who can love me alone. Not look for the bodies of others To satisfy an urge. For him he seemingly wants His hand held Someone as a companion Who supports his extracurricular pursuits. His past girlfriends agreed To this arrangement So is my hesitation Just me being selfish? What about my wishes And my comfort? Filling the present void Of each other's loneliness Will create future unhappiness. As our different desires Seek fulfillment. I love being his friend And companion But he can't give me The romantic part Of a coupling equation. Which leads me back To why I can't sleep I am too weak To make a break. Courage eludes me. The solution is staring Me in the face. But to take action Is hard to contemplate. Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely |
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You're not selfish in the least. You're not like the other girls. You wish to be the only feast. You want pleasure not pearls.
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You're not selfish in the least. You're not like the other girls. You wish to be the only feast. You want pleasure not pearls. Independently Romantic Sounds Better Than Lonely
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