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Holiday  

Crzygryl 58F
162 posts
11/20/2018 7:54 am
Holiday
I asked myself the other day,
when could I take a holiday,
away from sorrow away from strife,
to forget the struggle, away from my life

My smart boys with their straights A's
Don't deserve these dark cold days
Don't deserve to go without
Their lives enveloped with fear and doubt

Just how will they grow to be
Productive members of society
When all they see is their Mothers pain
I put up a fight, but it's all in vain

Trying to jump on that Gravy Train
Working hard but seeing no gain
Finding I cannot escape the rain
All the pressure it hurts my brain

And slowly drives me more insane
From my own doomsday thoughts I can’t refrain
To my beautiful boys I can never explain
Failing them and losing myself once again

There must be a way, yet, I’m too tired to pray
And God has stopped listening, anyway!

I wanted to prove I could fight for us all
Hold our heads above water, not let us fall
And just for moment, a real chance to be
Wallowing in peace and security

Not asking for easy, just a moment in time
A Holiday from this hard life of mine.

CrzyGryl
mn_jackhammer 52M
4233 posts
11/20/2018 8:11 am

 Sexy!


TITTYloverinKs 64M

11/20/2018 8:12 am

 Very touching poem. But God hasn't stopped listening, keep listening for him and keep praying. You'll see the end results. Awesome picture


ltrskr 75M
Ask me for a photo

11/20/2018 8:56 am

 When life has u on ur knees, Pray!


marriedcretin 54M
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1324 posts
11/20/2018 9:08 am

 I think your boys will see how hard you work and it'll help them, ground them. I saw my folks working all the hours God sent to make enough money to put the kids through school and it really helped.
I hope things get better for you soon and that you have the strength to keep on keeping on.


luvgluv19 75M

11/20/2018 9:44 am

 Beautiful face, beautiful body and a beautiful body. Pain can some times be put aside for a few hours for the childrens sake. God Bless you and yours


luvgluv19 75M

11/20/2018 9:46 am
    Quoting luvgluv19:
    Beautiful face, beautiful body and a beautiful body. Pain can some times be put aside for a few hours for the childrens sake. God Bless you and yours
Your thoughts for your children eclipse all pain. Hang in there lady, I goofed my first post sorry but that body stunned me for a moment


s2ndegree 65M
9800 posts
11/20/2018 3:04 pm

 I know women don't want to hear what
men think.They'd much rather hear what they
think,only in a deeper voice.
Using more than all the road!


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