Joy in the Journey-New Years Day 2009
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Posted:Jan 1, 2009 7:54 am
Last Updated:Nov 29, 2009 7:27 pm
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As I look back at another year ending and a new one beginning, I am reminiscent of a Journey I started without knowing the destination. I have not reached the destination as of yet. As a matter of fact, I don't want the Journey to end. It's not about where I came from or where I am going, really, but about what I gain as the Journey twists and turns. It's about the new discovery just over the next rise or around the next bend in the road. It's about traveling down a path that many would bypass and miss the beauty found in the simplicity. It's about going that extra distance in order to ensure I am not about to short-change myself because the path is seemingly to difficult and dangerous to traverse. It's about feeling time and touching reality.
Sure, it all gets tiring from time to time. It's difficult carrying life's burdens on an uphill climb. Even more precarious, is to shoulder them across narrow and slippery ravines. It's often frightening to swim with their weight baring down when there seems to be no bottom or foothold to be found. Even more so, it's heartbreaking to get to the end of a path and discover a wrong turn was taken and steps must be retraced before the Journey can begin again in earnest. Yes, there are times when continuing on the Journey is a daunting task. There are times when despair weighs heavy to the point of absolute defeat and total paralysis. The Journey is and has been fraught with many such perils.
But through it all, I have had a lot of fun, shed a few tears, endured a little heartache, nursed a few of skinned knees, bumps, and bruises, seen some wonderfully uplifting sights, had a whole lifetime of laughter, and met a lot of interesting people. Some have truly become those that I give the highest of Honors and call friends, whose lives are now irrevocably enmeshed with mine. Some are gone forever and can never be replaced. Yes, there have been rough spots along the Journey, but then, strength and insight are the pearls gleaned from experience. Great satisfaction and sense of accomplishment have been derived as each new challenge has been met and each obstacle overcome. Hope bubbles forth at each new milestone.
Tremendous sadness and unthinkable pain from devastating losses still prevail. Gaping scars across my heart are the reminders of those who's Journey took another path. Futuristic ideals have changed on a continuous basis according to which way the wind has blown the fates. But, Oh! What reverent memories I have! What a different person I have become! To what lofty heights my soul has been lifted from those brief moments in time when my life was touched by another's soul!
Wishing You
"Joy in the Journey"
And
Happy New Year
2009
DOIT
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Getting Comfy
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Posted:Dec 15, 2008 2:34 pm
Last Updated:May 20, 2024 7:42 pm
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As the coldness of winter begins to set in, my heart is continually warmed and comfitted by my Big Daddy. My life has been quite topsy turvy to say the least and i am grateful to have found someone who is willing to stick by my side through the good and bad. As my family's lives have been thown in total chaos and turmoil-Big Daddy has been there. As the future has yawned long, wide and definitely uncertain before me-Big Daddy has been there. As my fears would certainly swollow me whole-Big Daddy has been there. As my heart would shatter and break into a million irreparable pieces-Big Daddy has been there. As my soul has surely cried out for solace-Big Daddy has been there. My Big Daddy has become a staunch fixture to which i can and most assuredly do cling to in the storms that have battered me of late. Oh sure, i would have made it through on my own. But the fact that i now have someone to whom i can cling and let down the gauntlet of pride and false bravado is something that was only a dream-soemthing i read about in books and considered only real in fairy tales and love novels. Someone finally cares about me as a whole person and has my well-being uppermost in His mind and heart. Novel idea! Oh to be sure, there are still doubts that i struggle with in this relationship. It is still so different to me that i can't help but ask "How long will this last?" "Is this really real?" and then i become angry that i haven't had this all along. Why did it take so damned long!? All i really wanted was to be loved and have a freak that liked to roll like i roll. Well, i have finally found just that. It is rather exhillerating and heady to think of the future with this man. For only such a short amount of time, it has become so comfy. Now i cant imagine a future without Him, without his love and guidance, without his strength and indulgence. Yes he truly does defy categorization
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Superman????
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Posted:Nov 5, 2008 4:10 am
Last Updated:May 20, 2024 7:42 pm
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Able to channel the energies of a rampaging scorpio? Able to top a total freak with a single round? Able to capture DOITAGIN's devotion? It's a man. It's a freak. It's Superman?????
Nawwwww--it's a HELLUVA MAN--and I call Him -->>>BIG DADDY!!
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Thank You to My Friends and Freaks
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Posted:Oct 28, 2008 1:26 pm
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2009 2:53 pm
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especially my #1 gurl KandyKane(who stood by by side and cried with me) for all the love and support you gave and showed to me as I traversed a new plain of pain with the loss of my friend and homeboy. Even though I miss him dearly and it still hurts--I know I still have friends that care about me and I need to be accountable to them(you know who you are-lol).
DOIT LUV to You All!
and
DOIT Luv is from the heart.
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Pleeeease... Somebody, Anybody Can you hear me scream?
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Posted:Oct 20, 2008 7:40 am
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2009 2:53 pm
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Pleeeease... Somebody, Anybody Can you hear me scream?
Can you feel my soul reaching.. scratching... clawing for some solid ground lest it take flight and follow my friend and play partner that I lost? Can you taste my tears as they fall, wave upon wave, upon unhindered wave? No! dont touch me lest I crumble and shatter into a million white-hot glittering pieces of hurt. But yes, enfold me in your arms, hold me tightly to you, shield me from this barage of emotions and the never-ending onslaught of still frame pictures, memeories of what was, withered, brown, dead-the hopes for the future. Pleeeease... Somebody, Anybody Can you hear me scream?
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A Closer Look
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Posted:Sep 12, 2008 5:18 am
Last Updated:Apr 30, 2010 10:30 pm
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Ms. Doit prefers a man with some substance-meaning character, humor, intelligence, and goals. The ability to stimulate the mind as well as the body, someone who can bring new experiences to me or me to them. Also, friendship qualities--which i consider to be: respect, responsibility, honesty, trust, loyalty, and compassion (did i leave anything out?). I give the position of friend the highest honor-superceding of course all other relationships. Am i hard?? I dont think so--just not willing to settle for the okie doke anymore. Hell, I can do bad by myself, I dont need any help. I am quite content to be by myself as well, rather than settle for less than that which makes me happy and fufills my needs. No its not all about sex--sex can only last for so long--what are we gonna do the rest of the time????
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