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mumblings of a cuddlequeen
 
I've been online for about two months and what a difference in my life. I was scared life was over for me after this last divorce. i was so much in love that I let it blind me to the truth. Eleven years of passive aggressive control. I worked he played but I couldn't see it. It took a house to fall on my head to see the reality. pardon the wizard of oz pun. Anywaylong story short he made me feel no one would ever want me or care about me again. I believed it so for six months I wallowed in my self pity until I met a great guy from Lincoln who showed me there was life after divorce. You know who you are. at first he just had sex with me. gently kindly and well. but I still thought it was sympathy sex. poor old lady left by her man. now I know better he has become a great friend and will always be my friend. since then I have met alot of great people and have come back to life. and what a life! I can feel again and it's great. i've lost weight and changed every aspect of my old life. when I look back now I don't even recognize that person. she was a sad workaholic who would do anything to get her man what he wanted and worked to achieve goals that were not what I wanted. All that has changed, I remembered how to have fun. Amazing how important fun can become. this site has been a big part of that. I have met some great people who have really become my friends and more than that. my lifeline to the person I am becoming. I know another sad divorce story but this one has a happy ending I like me now. from suicidal to happy in such a short time just because i was blinded and now I see. thats a song somewhere right so thanks to all who pulled me out of the depths and showed me life again.
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Texas
Posted:Feb 27, 2013 9:25 pm
Last Updated:Mar 20, 2013 5:18 pm
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Hello my loves, I'm here in Texas now. Jim is up to crazy hours and I havent found my man of the area yet. I worked for a couple months here but the job sucked so I'm back looking. Texas is great people wise. been to a few parties and had success at that.The wives love me and the husbands are fun. If youre new to me, the wives love me because I'm no threat to them and the men love me cause I give good head. I havent been on the site much cause my job was on the computer and I worked too much. But I'm back now and on the prowl for a new playtoy for texas. Kisses to all my old loves and I think about you alot. wish I could pack you up with me when I move but alas I would have to rent a mansion to keep all of you then I'd have to work all the time to support you in the style you deserve so just take my love and know that you are on my mind. Cuddles
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Back in Illinois
Posted:Nov 16, 2011 3:55 pm
Last Updated:Feb 27, 2013 9:28 pm
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well Im back in Illinois.I really need to reconnect with my people here and get some things going otherwise I'll go crazy. We are gonna be here till May then off somewhere else. not sure where yet. cant wait to see ya'll
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new toy continued
Posted:Oct 19, 2011 11:58 pm
Last Updated:Nov 16, 2011 3:48 pm
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Where was I... Oh yeah soft flogger.

As he gets used to the feel of the soft flogger he starts to sigh. "Do you like that?" I ask, already knowing the answer from the sighs. "yes Mistress". Will you always do as I ask? "yes Mistress". I move behind him and release him from the chair but do not release his hands fully. I tell him to stand and move him to the bed. Lying him on his back I have the perfect view of his already rock hard cock. I lean in for a taste but I'm not ready for that just yet.I find my leather lacing and slowly tie it around his cock and balls to work as a tether and cock ring in one. I feel him tense but I reassure him it won't hurt and That I would never damage my toys. Pulling the tether I bring his cock to attention. then I bring back into play the soft flogger. It is soft suede and you couldnt hit hard enough to hurt anything with it. I run the flogger along the inside of his thighs and give his balls a couple soft whacks. then stroke them with my fingers and soothe them with my palms. Moving to his cock I take it in my hand and give it a couple soft hits then take it in my mouth. He moans from low in his throat and tries to move his hands to my head but I catch them with my hands and tell him no."you do not have permission to use your hands do you?" "no Mistress." Roll over I order him. As he does I reach for my crop. "you must do only as I ask" I remind him and use the crop on his beautiful rounded ass. His first taste of pain. to be continued...
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my new toy
Posted:Oct 17, 2011 3:04 am
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2011 10:16 pm
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Just got a new toy. male. young. waiting to try it out. The room is set for him wooden chair, check, accessories needed, check. now just the wait. After a fresh shower and shave to make sure I'm ready I light the candles and set up some music.
He's here. I open the door offer him something to drink. after a little small talk I take his hand and lead him to the room. I kiss him a soft but deepening kiss judging his nervousness by the tremor on his lips.he smiles as I pull away.I reach for his shirt and pull it over his head, unveiling his fresh young chest. I lean forward and nip the crest of his shoulder. His eyes go dark as the first fire of passion enters his mind. I tell him to take the rest off as I undo my robe. underneath is the black lace body suit with black thigh high hose. in his eyes you see the appreciation for the little details in making this perfect first encounter. I step to him and he notices the blindfold in my hand. Have a seat I say motioning to the chair. I place the blindfold on amd my fun begins.
Taking his hands behind the chair, I attach the handcuffs binding them and him to the chair. I rub his arms on the way to standing and whisper in his ear, Don't worry use the safe word and I'll stop. With a soft giggle I move to choose my first stimulator. I pick the soft flogger and my crop.
Putting them both in easy reach i kiss him again. this time biting the lower lip I move my breasts against his chest and ask if he likes that. Yes Mistress he says in a in a tremulous tone revealing a little less confidence than was there before. I grab for the flogger and run it over the back of his neck and down his strongly muscled chest. Does that feel good?Yes mistress, he whispers.I slowly move the flogger down to the line of soft hair that leads to his most sensitive areas. I kneel in front of him and start at his ankles kissing and stroking with the flogger making the hair stand up and shivers run along the areas that I touch... more to follow
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traveling fool comes home
Posted:Oct 4, 2011 10:18 pm
Last Updated:Oct 18, 2011 11:57 pm
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Well soon I will be back in Illinois but only for a short time.My man's job there is winding down then we're off again. won't know where we're going but can't wait to explore new territory. I must give a shout out to the men of AZ. really love a couple of the guys here. one in particular is at the top of my A list. I will be back to see him for sure. Cant wait to see my Illinois men again. would love to meet some new ones too. LOL. Mostly can't wait to be with my man again. Its been hard without my baby for soo long but looking forward to the time with him most of all. Baby youre the best love ya.
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Arizona
Posted:Sep 14, 2011 2:02 pm
Last Updated:Oct 4, 2011 10:19 pm
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well here I am in Arizona. Met some great guys here and am having an interesting time with the domme thing. I met a male dom who has taught me alot. great guy with very skilled mind and body. I hooked back up with a couple of friends I've been missing alot. the threesomes have been wonderful. Love having my girls back.Will be here till around October 20th thn back to Illinois.Can't say I'm excited about going back to Illinois but will love seeing my friends again. Its possible our next job will be florida so save your money and come visit us there.
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wanting more
Posted:Jul 22, 2011 7:13 pm
Last Updated:Oct 20, 2011 12:00 am
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Talked to you on the phone again last night. looking at your picture and wishing you were closer to me. I dream of the time when we can finally touch, finally kiss. Your lips in the pic are full and inviting and when you talk to me I fantasize how you will taste. Your lips look strong. From your description of a kiss I imagine your tongue curling around mine in a frenzied heat. By now I am lost in the fantasy and have found my toy. Lubing it up and turning it on. The welcome buzz that means release comforts me. When will I really feel your touch.You look intense in the picture so I imagine you looking into my eyes as you start removing my clothes and taking one breast in your mouth sucking then biting the nipple to hardness. I moan in pleasure and try to help you remove my clothing but you stop me. "Lets not rush" you say.so I put my hands back around your neck and into your hair as you slowly kneel in front of me. you slip my skirt up and say "I love a shaved pussy" slipping your hand into my panties. I am already wet and you smile up at me and push me down onto the bed.taking the panties off you bury your face into me, separating the lips with your tongue then your fingers so you have me open and wet waiting for you. You move your tongue the full length of my pussy then laugh. Is that orange flavor. I just smile knowing its your favorite. "Pretty sure we were gonna get to this huh?" "I was hoping"I laugh. "You did tell me how you loved to lick pussy." by this time my toy has me almost screaming and I'm wishing once again that this was real. My orgasm is only seconds away so I look intensely at your picture wishing once again that this was real but my orgasm can't wait. I explode into a million pieces and... to be continued. LOL
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Back in Wisconsin
Posted:Jul 20, 2011 8:07 am
Last Updated:Jul 27, 2011 6:57 pm
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Well I'm back home and loving being at my house.Sometimes there's no place like home. Clique i Know but I feel so happy when I'm here. put A small pool up in my back yard and am ready to relax and get some projects finished. I know that's a contradiction but home projects relax me. Also the Wisconsin men are sooo sexual. Damn long cold winters must be a good thing cause the men here are hard and ready, lol.
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for someone special
Posted:Jul 8, 2011 10:10 pm
Last Updated:Sep 6, 2013 11:04 pm
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Its been hot all day and youve been waiting to finally get off work. You've been clock watching for an hour and it seems to be creeping at the slowest rate possible. Each second feels like an hour. Finally your work day ends. the humidity is so thick you can cut it with a knife and the minute you walk outside your clothing clings to your body. Todays the day. Finally she is back here. She is waiting and says come right over you can shower here. so with the address in the gps you follow the road fantasizing about what is to come.

She calls you and says to come in, not even to knock. Intrigued, you wonder exactly what she has planned. The storm clouds are gathering and you're watching the sky. 10 more miles. The sky becoming so dark it looks like evening instead of afternoon. As you pull into the driveway it starts to sprinkle so youre glad you dont have to knock. You come in and there are candles making a path to follow. You hope its to the shower but it leads you to the back sliding patio doors. A sign on the door says open me and there she is as I open the door she is standing in the rain with nothing but a satin robe on. Its clinging provocatively to every curve. In her hands are two champagne glasses. she offers you one. You tell her to come in so she doesnt catch cold. She tells you the rain is warm and sexy. So you think "what the Hell" and join her.

At first it feels cold but she wraps her arms around you and the warmth comes through the silk to warm you where ever it touches between the bodies. You say we're out in the open here. She just laughs."This is the country and it raining no one will be looking anywhere but the road." She starts undressing you while giving you a long warm kiss. you notice she has a small pool in the yard not deep or big but wet and inviting. As she undresses you, you realize she pulling you toward that pool. It is raining soft and steady now. You're all but naked as she pulls off her robe and steps into the pool. Laughing you realize its only 2 ft deep but she sits down and beckons sexily to follow her in. You step in and kneel down coming to rest in front of her. she kisses you again then getting down on her stomach she takes your already swollen rod into her mouth. she alternates between water in her mouth and no water. This causes a cold /warm, cold/ warm sensation that almost makes you cum immediately but then you feel her change to all warmth and what she is doing to that rock hard penis is beyond belief. You are having a hard time staying in place so she moves you to the side of the pool so you can hold the side and she continues to pleasure you. The building pressure is beyond belief till you close your eyes and see fireworks in your mind. You start to cum warning her so she can stop if she wants to but she continues and as you feel the cum explode from your cock she swallows with a smile taking every drop. You look at her and smile. She reaches for the watered down champagne and takes a long drink then licks her lips and says ready to try again laughing you say not yet so she lays on her back on the water and floats around. You smile and say can you stay afloat? she nods. You move in between her legs to make her prove it. She puts her arms on the bottom and says there are some advantages to a shallow pool. You take her by the legs and kiss her inner thighs watching as she lays back getting her hair wet and watching the sky. You tell her look at you. She does and the look in her eyes is pure pleasure.You suck and nibble the outer lips not actually touching the clit or inner lips. Watching as her eyes glaze over in ectasy, then slowly you run your tongue up the center of the lips from bottom to clit.Just slowly torturing the sensitive area with your expertise. Sucking the clit you hear moans of pleasure and screams. all around you is the rain and the thunder but now it is starting to lightning. You get worried and ask if she wants to go inside but she is in another place so you continue stepping up the pace and sucking the clit intently. You feel her tense and just as a large crack of thunder breaks loose she screams her orgasm into the sky. as the orgasm subsides she realizes that the storm is getting dangerous so she grabs your hand and says lets go inside.

As you step inside the house the air conditioning hits you like a cold wall. But planning ahead she hands you a towel she has set by the door. You are barely through drying when she grabs your hand and leads you to the nearest bedroom. The only light coming through the closed curtains. She lays you on the king sized bed and once again takes your rod in her mouth. tThis time she is taking her time licking every inch, licking your balls. Her tongue is incredible. As you get fully erect she puts the condom in her mouth and expertly rolls it onto your cock. She then sits up and climbs on. You feel the tightness of her pussy through the condom and you feel her tighten to make the sensation even better. You have never felt this much sensation with a condom on before. She rides you like a bronco first fast then long strokes then back to fast. You realize she has too much control so you roll over so you're on top and pound her like there is no tomorrow. You feel as she closes in on a climax then you realize she is squirting. Not massive amounts but its making her so wet you can feel the moisture running down your balls. Then she screams again like outside and her pussy tightens like a vise but you are so hard you can push right through and it feels glorious. but you're not done. You again roll her over but into the doggie position and slide your throbbing penis back into that hot pussy and you slam her home. She matches you in rhythm, fucking your cock with a fury now. You think you're going to exhaust before you cum but then she tightens again and you explode together, falling forward on top of her onto the bed. She turns to you and smiles " hi, I'm Nancy. (lol)
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Illinois sucks
Posted:Jul 6, 2011 4:25 pm
Last Updated:Nov 18, 2011 10:50 am
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Well my hopes to leave Illinois are dashed. Guess my people here will be happy but I do not enjoy my life here. I am constantly bored and wishing for something to do. Going back to work in August which will help but need to find something to occupy my time. Maybe I will have to become a Rams watcher and try to go to some Rams games. maybe get back into hockey or maybe just start going to some college or high school games locally. football season could be what I need to escape and now that Nebraska is in the big ten I can catch some husker games on tv. that will be awesome. all I have to do is find something to do this summer. Anyone want to teach me to fish? Yes I have never been fishing.. Kisses to all
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almost time or me to go.
Posted:May 24, 2011 12:39 am
Last Updated:Jul 6, 2011 4:28 pm
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My time in Illinois is winding down and I am looking forward to the move. We haven't been told where we are moving to. I have made some good friends here but I'm ready to go. This place is so depressing. I will be leaving for 5 weeks starting tuesday then I will be back after the 4th of July. then might be gone again in August depending on how much I get done at home in Wisconsin. then if things don't change we will be moving in september to a new project. new place new friends to make. more fun ahead.
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spring is here!!!!!!!!
Posted:Mar 29, 2011 6:45 pm
Last Updated:Feb 27, 2013 9:32 pm
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Even though the weather is not cooperating I know spring is here cause my body is in heat. my feline hormones are in an uproar. just like the animals when spring hits my sexual need spirals and seems to me the men are tuned in because my hits and emails are up too!!!!!oh yeah!!!!!oh and whats with all the young guys hitting me. oh well call me cougar and watch me growl LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!happyf;
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winter sucks and my mood is matching the weather...
Posted:Jan 26, 2011 11:39 pm
Last Updated:Jul 10, 2011 1:35 pm
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BORING!!!!! I need something new to give me my spark back. have tried a few new things but not really working. May need to go to Nebraska and renew old friendships. (You know who I need LO anyway, we will be moving in 2011 not sure how soon but am planning to be ready when the call comes lol. many prospects are on the horizon. corpus christie, TX, San Antonio, tx, somewhere in Ohio, near huntsville AL, and vegas is still a remote possibility. anywhere is better than here. come on spring I can't stand this. no snow. just cold. or fog and ice. had a little sun today but not enough to change my mood.
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