Letter to a 'friend'
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Posted:Jan 23, 2008 9:18 am
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I want to preface this by saying that this letter is to a few 'friends' I dont want to out you to our mutual group and therefore chose this option instead. I have tried talking to some of you...and others have just ignored me ....i hope you understand this . ty all.
Dear Friend,
I want you to know that I truely wish the best for you in life. That you are happy and healthy and find your own true love. I want you to know that I never intended in any way to hurt you or upset you or anger you. I value all my friendships, and yes, yours is important to me. You are important to me. I honestly hope you know and believe that.
Now here is my concern. I am saddened and worried that you continue to try to sabatoge something that is good and is right. That my happiness is not as important to you as your intent of ruining it. Why must you treat me one way than go behind my back and say others. Or worse yet....why do you act as if I dont even exist.
I am sorry if things did not work out for you....but I am not sorry for finding love with a wonderful caring giving considerate man who is also my best friend...and have been for awhile. I will not regret my decision to date who I date...nor will I regret the fact that we fell in love. I will not back away just so that you can again be happy...or think that you are happy.
Do you really think that by going behind our backs to try to sabatoge our relationship it will put you in a better spot. That if you do succeed (which you wont) that he will go ruining to you for comfort. That he will be content to find happiness in someone ...with someone...that worked so hard to ruin what he had.
Please understand. I have said this before ..and will say it now again.....We never meant to hurt anyone. We never set out to make anyone unhappy. We just knew that this was the right way for our relationship to go. We want to keep our friends...to be able to continue to be freinds. But can we really if you are constantly working against us?
My wish for you...our wish for you...is that you find happiness and love and contentment. That you are able to find the person you belong with. That we can salvage our friendships and keep them. You are a wonderful ...special...unique...caring ....loving person. You will find he one for you. Just understand that this one was not for you. Love yourself first...totally truely and foremost...and than you will be open for love. Dont search it out...it will find you...and when it does you will understand why the others didnt work out. There is someone for everyone. I hope you find your someone soon.
Love your friend,
Buggy
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Mondays musings
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Posted:Jan 7, 2008 2:23 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2024 5:37 pm
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first off...today is my daughters bday. Damn I feel old. Kiddo #2 is 14...and so is kiddo #1 (they are 10 months apart) I cant beleive my girls are getting so big.
second...all i can say is that i had an amazing weekend with one of the most amazing men I have ever met.He is so good to me...he has a heart of gold and he makes me happier than I ever imagined I could be. He is more than i could ever ask for. I just hope that he knows how much he means to me. He is not only my best friend ...but my lover...and everything to me. Some may think this is to fast...but we have been friends for almost 2 yrs. The timing ust had to be right...and it is.
Now ...for the few that are trying to cause problems for us. Please stop. Just like everyone we want to be happy. We want to keep our friends. I hope everyone can find the happiness and peacefulness and the feeling of content that I have found with him. It is amazing.
Well thats it for now. I hope you all have a great week.
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I DONT DO MUSHY
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Posted:Dec 24, 2007 8:49 pm
Last Updated:Jan 23, 2008 11:56 am
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I AM SURE THAT THIS LETTER OF MINE WILL UPSET SOME (FOR MANY REASONS)....AND PISS OFF(DIFFERENT PEOPLE BUT SAME REASONS) SOME...AND NOT BE LesbianPersonals APPROPRIATE TO SOME...IF YOU ARE ONE OF THESE PEOPLE....DONT COMMENT ON IT...DONT REAM ME FOR SOMETHING NOT BLOG WORTHY. AS I ALWAYS SAY...THIS IS MY BLOG AND I WILL WRITE WHAT I WANT TO DAMMIT. THAT BEING SAID....HERE GOES
I DIDNT GET BUTTERFLIES THE FIRST TIME WE KISSED.I DONT HAVE THOSE LONGINGS TO SEE YOU 5 MINUTES AFTER WE HAVE LEFT EACH OTHERS SIDE. I DONT GET JEALOUS (AT LEAST I DONT SHOW IT) WHEN YOU TALK OR FLIRT WITH ANOTHER GIRL.
BUT STILL I KNOW I WANT TO BE WITH YOU. TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU. TO HEAR YOUR VOICE AGAIN...TO SEE YOU LEANING ON YOUR CAR WAITING FOR ME. TO FIND YOU LOOKING AT ME WHILE I AM DANCING...OR GOOFING OFF WITH MY FRIENDS...OR MY ...OR JUST WHEN WE ARE SITTING THERE AT DINNER AND YOU LOOK AT ME. THE FEEL OF YOUR KISSES ON MY SHOULDERS...YOUR HANDS ON MY ARMS OR WAIST. THE WAY YOU HUG ME.
MY FEELINGS ARE NOT THAT OF A GIDDY . I TOLD YOU BEFORE THAT "I DONT DO MUSHY" ITS JUST NOT ME. ITS NOT MY PERSONALITY...ITS NOT THE PERSON YOU FELL FOR.
IM NOT GONNA TELL YOU HOW MUCH I WANT TO BE WITH YOU. HOW MUCH I LOVE TO KISS YOU. HOW I CAN SMILE JUST HEARING YOUR NAME. IM NOT GONNA TELL YOU THAT I THINK OF YOU ALL THE TIME AND HOW I WORRY THAT ONE DAY YOU WILL WAKE UP AND REALIZE THAT I AM A MISTAKE. OR THAT I WILL WAKE UP AND FIND THAT THIS IS ALL JUST A DREAM.
I JUST EXPECT YOU TO KNOW THESE THINGS. SILLY I KNOW...BUT THATS JUST ME. YOU SHOULD ALREADY KNOW THAT I WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU. THAT I CARE ABOUT YOU, THAT IN THIS SHORT TIME YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME. I WANT TO MAKE YOU HAPPY. TO SHARE YOUR OYS AND TO HELP YOU THRU YOUR DIFFICULT TIMES. TO DO ALL THIS TOGETHER. TO ENJOY OUR TIME TOGETHER...WHATEVER THAT MAY BE. BUT STILL NOT TO LOSE OUR INDIVIDUALITY AND OUR PERSONALITIES. TOO MANY TIMES ONE PERSON GIVES UP SO MUCH OF THEMSELVES FOR SOMEONE ...AND I DONT WANT TO DO THAT ...TODAY...TOMMORROW...OR EVER.
MAYBE IT IS TOO SOON FOR ALL OF THIS...THESE FEELINGS....AND I KEEP SAYING I WANT TO TAKE IT SLOW. BUT I LIKE TO MAKE PLANS WITH YOU. TO BE WITH YOU. I DO WANT TO TAKE IT SLOW....BUT I KNOW THE FEELINGS ARE THERE. I WANT TO LEARN YOUR HEART AND TO SHARE MINE WITH YOU. YOU ARE THAT IMPORTANT TO ME.
NOW WITH ALL THAT SAID...."I DONT DO MUSHY". I WIL LTRY ONCE IN AWHILE...BUT IF YOU LOOK FOR IT YOU WILL FIND IT IN THE TWINKLE IN MY EYES WHEN I TEASE YOU, THE SMILE IN MY VOICE, THE TEXTS TO SAY HAVE A GOOD DAY, THE WAY I REACH FOR YOU HAND...AND YES HE SMARTASS WAYS ABOUT ME THAT YOU STILL HAVE TO LEARN. DONT GIVE UP ON ME JUST YET. I DONT DO MUSHY...BUT MAYBE I CAN LEARN.
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The Night Before Christmas
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Posted:Dec 19, 2007 11:09 pm
Last Updated:Dec 20, 2007 6:28 am
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Okay I must admit...I read this on another blog. I had to steal it and change the names...but hey...its fun....and well...damn it was cute...to the original writer...ty cherry clause.
It's the night before Christmas and all through your house not a creature is stirring except for this curvy redheaded broad who's trying to fit down your chimney while keeping her ass covered by this damn lil skimpy dress.
Grrrr... I hope my pussy's not as tight of a fit as this chimney. I can barely move neither up nor down, and don't me started on the friggin' friction burns I'm getting from these damn walls.
Ahh, there we go. Holy fekk.. when was the last time you cleaned your chimney?
*Dusts ash off of her shiney red santa suit and fluffs the now tainted white trim *
There we go!
Wow, you've certainly done a nice job decorating the place for me. Lots of nice shiney things and pretty lights. Just give me a minute while I leave your presents under the tree would you?
* bending over I neatly arrange all the presents in an orderly fashion underneath the pine scented tree. Red dress rises a lil as I bend over and what's this? Oopsie.. Buggie Clause forgot to wear panties again this year My bad *giggles*
Now that all my work here is done let's see what kind of treats you've left out for me tonight????
If this Miss Buggie Clause came to visit your house to deliver treats for your pleasure and enjoyment, what would you leave her?
I sure hope it's not milk and cookies.. everyone leaves me that stuff.
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The Suit
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Posted:Dec 18, 2007 9:39 am
Last Updated:Jan 11, 2009 1:17 pm
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I saw you across the room and all I could do was stare. You looked amazing. The cut of the suit..the way you stood there. Watching you talk to your friends. The smile that came across your face. I guess I never really thought about how good looking you really are. We are friends...but for some reason in that single moment I realized I wanted you. I wanted to feel your skin against mine...your lips on mine. Your hands roaming my body mine roaming yours.
I wanted to take that suit jacket from your shoulders. Slowly untie that tie from your neck. But first to grab it and pull you into me for a long hot slow passionate kiss. To unbutton your dress shirt slowly....al the while kissing your..nibbling your neck. My hands finding their way inside your shirt. Digging gently into the flesh of your chest. Pushing you to the bed. I push the shirt off your shoulders....tossing it to the floor. I still want to feel you against me...skin on skin. I impatiently take your undershirt off. I stare at your chest...your shoulders...running my hands across them. My nails scraping you gently.
I reach up to undo my top. Just one little piece at the neck and I can feel you against me. Your skin is already so warm. I want to feel it radiate thru me. You grab my hands and stop me. Slowly you sit up on the edge of the bed. You pull me down to kneel in front of you. Your hands now trail down my arms. You start to softly kiss my neck. Down the v neck of my top. Nibbling gently as you go.You lips trail their way back up my neck....arund to the back ass I lean into you. My breath catches. A low moan escapes my lips. You reach your hand up and gently tangle your fingers in my hair..pulling slightly. Another moan escapes. I lean in closer to you. My hands on your thighs. I start to undo you belt. You grasp my hand...pull my head back and shake your head no...not yet. You reaach back with your other hand...still kissing my neck and undo the clasp of my top. My top drops softly to the floor. You pull me back up to my feet..than closer to you so you can kiss my belly and suck on my breasts.You gently pull me onto the bed next to you. All I can think is that this is pure sweet torture.
You are leaning above me. Kissing me from my neck to my belly. Your tongue darting out slowly. Your hand reaches gently up my skirt. Rubbing my calf and thigh as you go. Your hand finds its way to my thong. You gently rub me thru the material. Each touch making me hotter....and whimper more to feel your touch. My body arching toward your hand...my head thrown back against the pillows. Your lips still nibbling and sucking....kissing my neck gently. Suddenly one finger slides the small piece of material to the side. Your hand slips over me. Your fingers and palm rubbing against me gently. The pressure driving me nuts. Wanting to feel more of you. I press against your hand. Moans continue to escape my lips.
You whisper in my ear "damn your wet baby" the only words to be said so far. I can merely shake my head in agreement as you first thrust one finger deep inside me. Slowly gently...than another. You brace yourself on your other arm and lean up to watch me. Our eyes locked on each other. Your fingers sliding in and out of me. My body rising to meet your every touch. Slowly you take your hand from under my skirt. I can see your fingers dripping with my own juices and watch as you put your fingers to your lips and suck them dry. My eyes never leaving yours. As you lean closer to me and kiss me your hand returns to me and again you gently start to stroke your fingers inside of me. The feeling driving me crazy....the taste of me on your lips making me hotter. I whisper "I want you" and you just smile.
My body starts to shutter against your hand. You lean into me. Kissing me deeper. Stroking me harder. My legs tense...my gaze still locked on you starts to glaze over. My moans escape louder and louder. My body bucks against your hand. I start to shake as wave upon wave of orgasm rack thru my body. You smile down at me and kiss me again. This time as you bring your hand back from my skirt you put your fingers to my lips. And as I suck your fingers you lean in to me and kiss me ...taking your own finger from me and sucking the rest off yourself.
You can tell by the look on my face I want more. I am hungry for you. I need to feel your cock throbbing inside me. To have your bodies totally entangled in each other. To feel you come with me. To ride you. To watch the look on your face as you cum.
You get to your feet...grab my hand and pull me up to stand against you. You reach done and grab my blouse. As you rehook it around my neck you gently kiss my lips and nibble my neck. You grab my ass and pull me into you. I can feel your cock hard against my thigh. I reach for it and rub my hand against the front of your suit. You lean into me for a moment..the kiss getting more intense. Than you pull back from me...smile...and say..."we better get back to the party...people will wonder what happened to you" You lead me to the door and kiss me again as you open and send me on my way. I smile at you and grab you one last time. "See you downstairs"
I returned to the party first. Than watched as you came back thru the door and returned to your groups of friends. The rest of the night I smiled everytime you looked at me. Or everytime I thought of the few stolen minutes together away from the rest of the crowd. Now when do I get the rest?
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MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY
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Posted:Dec 17, 2007 8:35 pm
Last Updated:Jan 12, 2008 10:41 pm
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THIS WAS WRITTEN FOR A FRIEND...AND MODIFIED....SOME MAYBES HAVE BEEN LEFT OUT TO PROTECT THE GUILTY....LOL....BUT THIS COULD BE FOR ANYONE ...ANYWHERE....MAKE YOUR OWN MAYBES TODAY....LOL
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU LOOKED AT ME
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU SPOKE TO ME
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU TOUCHED ME
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU HELD ME
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU SANG TO ME
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU LISTENED TO ME
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU DANCED WITH ME
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU HUGGED ME
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU LAUGHED WITH ME
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU LAUGHED AT ME
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU BELEIVED IN ME
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU ENCORAGED ME
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU MADE ME BELIEVE IN ME
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU UNDERSTOOD ME
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU LOOKED WHEN YOU DIDNT
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU MADE ME LAUGH
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU JUMPED ON MY BED
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU YELLED MY NAME
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU SPENT TIME WITH ME
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU DROVE THE CAR TO NOWHERE
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU DROBE ME NUTS
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU TAUGHT ME TO LET GO
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU TAUGHT ME TO HANG ON TO WHAT MATTERS MOST
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU GOT IRRITATED BY PEOPLE
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR PEOPLE
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU TOOK ME PLACES I HAD NEVER BEEN
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU TOOK ME PLACES I DIDNT KNOW EXISTED.
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU STOOD UP FOR THOSE THAT COULDNT
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU LOVE YOUR
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU RESPECT THEIR MOTHER
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU LOVE YOUR OWN MOTHER
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU GOT THAT TWINKLE IN YOUR EYE
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU TOOK CARE OF YOURSELF
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU SMELLED
MABYE IT WAS THE WAY YOU MAKE MY KNEES WEAK
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU MADE ME MELT
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU KISS
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU BROUGHT ME TO MY KNEES
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU PICKED ME UP WHEN I WAS DOWN
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU NEVER QUESTIONED
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU ARE ALWAYS READY FOR ADVENTURE
MAYBE IT WAS THE WAY YOU ARE ALWAYS JUST YOU
MAYBE THERE ARE A MILLION OR SO REASONS YOU ARE SPECIAL
MAYBE YOU KNOW THEM
MAYBE YOU DONT
MAYBE THIS IS SILLY
MAYBE THIS IS JUST ME BEING BORED
MAYBE YOU WILL READ THIS
MAYBE YOU WONT
BUT ONE THING IS FOR SURE
YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND....YOU ARE MISSED...YOU ARE LOVED...AND YOU ARE SUPPORTED
MAYBE...JUST MAYBE YOU SHOULD REMEMBER YOU ARE ONE HELL OF A GUY...TO YOUR FAMILY...YOUR FRIENDS AND EBERYONE THAY COMES INTO CONTACT WITH YOU AND IF KNOW ONE ELSE EVER TELLS YOU SO...YOU ARE THAT DAMN GOOD
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THIS ONE SAYS IT ALL
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Posted:Dec 16, 2007 5:10 pm
Last Updated:Jan 11, 2009 1:24 pm
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OKAY...CORNY AS IT SOUNDS I WAS REDOING MY MYSPACE..AND CAME ACROSS THIS QUOTE. IT SAYS IT ALL....LOL. I KNOW CORNY CHEESY AND NOT FOR HERE...BUT AGAIN..MY BLOG MY RULES....LOL
I WANT A GUY WHO WILL MOVE THE HAIR AWAY FROM MY EYES AND THAN KISS ME
HOLD MY HAND IN LINE AT THE MALL AND MAKE ALL THE GIRLS JEALOUS
SOMEONE WHO WOULD SING TO ME AT RANDOM MOMENTS
WHO WOULD LET ME SLEEP ON THEIR CHEST
A BOY WHO WOULD GET MAD AT SOMEONE IF THEY CALLED ME UGLY OR WAS MEAN TO ME
SOMEONE WHO WOULD CALL ME 3 TIMES A DAY IF HE WENT AWAY
SOMEONE WHO WOULD LET ME GOSSIP TO HIM AND JUST SMILE AND AGREE WITH EVERYTHING I SAID
HE WOULD THROW STUFFED ANIMALS AT ME WHEN I ACTED DUMB THAN KISS ME A MILLION TIMES
SOMEONE WHO WOULD MAKE FUN OF ME JUST TO MAKE ME LAUGH
HE WOULD TAKE ME TO THE PARK BUT HIS HANDS ON MY WAIST AND GIVE ME BIG BEAR HUGS ALL THE TIME
HE WOULD TELL ALL HIS FRIENDS ABOUT ME AND SMILE WHEN HE DID IT AND WE WOULD MAKE OUT IN THE POURING RAIN.
HE WOULDNT BE AFRAID TO SAY I LOVE YOU IN FRONT OF HIS FRIENDS AND WE WOULD ARGUE ABOUT SILLY THINGS THAN MAKE UP
I WANT A BOY THAT WOULD KISS ME ON NEW YEARS AND COUNT THE STARS WITH ME
HE WOULD STAY HOME ON FRIDAY NIGHT JUST TO MAKE DINNER WITH ME AND WATCH MOVIES FROM UNDER THE SAME BLANKET.
SOMEONE WHO WOULDE TELL ME I'M BEAUTIFUL...BUT NOT TOO OFTEN AND COULD MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE NO ONE ELSE COULD.
BUT MOSTLY I WANT SOMEONE WHO COULD BE MY BEST FRIEND AND NEVER BREAK MY HEART.
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TO DO LIST
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Posted:Dec 11, 2007 7:04 am
Last Updated:May 28, 2008 2:05 pm
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HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT THE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU ARE TOO OLD TO DO THEM. PLACES YOU WANT TO GO WHILE YOU CAN STILL FULLY ENJOY THEM. AGAIN, THIS LIST IS NOT SEXUAL...AND WOULD REALLY PREFER TO KEEP IT THAT WAY. THIS IS JUST A PARITAL LIST OF THINGS I WANT TO DO IN THIS LIFE TIME. YES ...SOME ARE SILLY...SOME ARE STUPID...BUT ITS MY LIST....SO IT CAN BE WHATEVER I WANT IT TO BE.
1. VISIT HUNGRY
2. SWIM WITH THE DOLPHINS
3. RIDE A BULL
4. WRITE A CHILDRENS BOOK
5. GO SKY DIVING
6. WALK THRU THE ROLLING GREEN HILLS OF IRELAND
7. NEW YEARS EVE AT TIMES SQUARE
8. NEW ORLEANS FOR MARDI GRAS ON BOURBON ST
9. LEARN TO SCUBA DIVE
10. LEARN TO COOK (LOL...I DONT COOK)
11. OPEN MY OWN FLOWER SHOP
12. GO BACK TO SCHOOL FOR MY TEACHING DEGREE
13. BACKPACK THRU THE GRAND CANYON
14. ATTEND HEDONISM
15. SPEND A WEEK ON A SECLUDED BEACH IN HAWAII...OR ANY WHERE TROPICAL WITHOUT ANYONE ELSE AROUND.
16. SEND MY PARENTS TO GERMANY WHILE THEY CAN STILL ENJOY IT.
17. WATCH MY GIRLS GET MARRIED
18. HOLD MY GRANDBABIES AND ROCK THEM FOR HOURS
19. GET MARRIED AGAIN..THIS TIME FOREVER
20. LIVE THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH NO REGRETS
YES THERE IS A LIST OF A MILLION MORE THINGS....BUT THESE ARE SOME OF THE BIG ONES...WHATS SOME OF YOURS?
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maybe?
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Posted:Dec 9, 2007 10:17 pm
Last Updated:Jan 23, 2008 9:43 am
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Have you ever had feelings for someone so much that they scared the hell out of you? A friend that you have had for a long time. That understands you? That sees you for who you are...the good and bad..the flaws the quirks all of it. Than one day out of no where it hits you that you want to spend more time with this person. That dispite all the bad publicity of this person amongst fellow LesbianPersonals'ers you know that they are a awesome person. That they treat you well...think alot about you...and you consider them just as special as they have told you that you are.
Its weird how every thing can change overnight. But the problem still remains in the bad publicity. You know that if the two of you go 'public' with this it is gonna cause holy hell for both of you. Can you both handle it? without telling off the world? Will people accept it for what it is ..or will they ...as you fear...try to drive a wedge between the two of you just to spite you?
I know LesbianPersonals is not the place to meet the love of your life....so please dont go on and on about telling me how I am in the wrong place. LesbianPersonals is a place for friendships...and yes ...as I have seen myself...for love. Is this love...I dont know. I just hope that the people I fear most will let go of their petty bullshit and let us try to be happy with the time we do decide to spend togehter.
I guess the very near future will tell if they will or not. Am I scared of the repurcussions of this possible relationship....hell yes I am. Am I going to let people badger us and try to tear this apart. Hell no I wont. Because first and foremost this person is a very dear and very good friend. So please..if you are reading this....dont be bitter...dont be spiteful. Let everyone find their own happiness and I hope you all can find yours. Maybe this is really my chance. Im not gonna let it pass me by again this time with this person. I am going to give it a real try.
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More than a drink
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Posted:Dec 5, 2007 10:01 pm
Last Updated:Dec 9, 2007 6:08 pm
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Okay...so why is it that every guy always says ...hey lets go out and get a drink sometime and see where things go? Do you really think that getting me drunk is gonna make me want to sleep with you? and if it does...is that something you as a man can accept? Hmmmm just a thought. But not what this blog is about.
Here's the deal...be a bit creative. Asking me out for a drink is not creative. Asking me to dinner at the date safe zones of chillis and olive garden are NOT creative. No I dont need a big fancy meal...but come on ya all...lets have some fun here.
I am a pretty simple girl. I dont need diamonds and fancy cars or fancy dinners. Thats not me. Do I like those things once in awhile....hell yes. All the time...no...it gets old.
I love the simple things....
take me to the races...car races.... races ...races.
dave and busters....boondocks....something fun...with video games and competition and mini golf and go karts
walking thru the shops in glenwood springs or vail.
the museum...the zoo...sea world.....(hehehe)
how about a play...not the stuff ones with the snooty folks...but the fun crowd involvement ones.
a comedy show (if you can get Joe Rogan to hug me I will lust you for awhile)
The hot springs, the vapor caves, a gondola ride, a train ride
a car ride to no where with 20 bucks and some loud music....lets see how far we can go and what cheap good food we can find
a dinner at home....a funny movie....a hot tub
Dancing...lets go dancing...I cant dance worth a damn but I sure can pretend.
Bar hoppin...i know i said lets get a drink gets old...but lets pick a 5 mile stretch of a main street and hit every bar on it in one night...dont have to drink alcohol..but lets see how many great out of the place holes in the walls we can find...and which ones to stay out of.
Rocky horror picture show....all dressed up with all the accessories...toast...news paper...you get the idea.
sky diving...bull riding...go kart racing...car racing....let me drive a bus...let me drive your harley...take me shooting (are you daring enough)
make me smile ....make me laugh...make me think...make me cry....make me feel something.
No you wont get laid the first date...or the second...but you know what ..it will be fun...it will be a good time...and maybe you will get laid...but no promises.
So whos game for an adventure? A wild ride? A shot in the dark?
Hmmmm...that reminds me...amusement parks, mini golf...glow in the dark golf.....going to the mall and window shopping...eating junk food and acting like again.
Where are you and what are you waiting for
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Letter to a friend.
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Posted:Nov 24, 2007 7:46 am
Last Updated:May 3, 2009 3:47 pm
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Remember when we first met? It felt like the world was ours. Nothing was ever gonna bring us down. Nothing would ever keep us from achieving all of our dreams. What happened since than? What changed out lives so much?
I still remember the day that I met you. The first thing I saw was your eyes. Eyes that lite up with your every smile. A smile full of laughter and fun. You were amazing to me. My heart fluttered at first glance of you...and still does just at the thought of that meeting. We were drawn to each other from the start. It was amazing.
Over time we became friends. One of my best friends. Someone I could rely on. Someone I could talk to whenever about whatever. You were always there for me. You were always the person that would lift me back up when the rest of the world seemed to be pushing me down. If i needed you you were there...I didnt have to ask....I didnt have to tell you....you just knew.
We drifted apart but still when we were togehter it was as if time stood still. Your life led you in one direction...mine in another. But somehow someway we always seemed to find each other. To know what was going on in each others lives. To take the time out to show that we really do care.
Years have gone by. My life has changed. Some for the better some for the worst. I always think about you. About the life you left behind. I wonder where you would be now had things been different. I wonder where our friendship would be. Every now and than I conjure up my favorite picture of you...of us. Sitting on that picnic table in the mountains. Our heads tilted together our arms around each other...and the smiles that only a ready to face this amazing world could have on their face.
I remember the dance that night. When you only danced with me. You sang to me. Told me I was beautiful and than you kissed me. I swear I thought I was going to faint. It was just a soft kiss on the lips ..but wow. My first kiss....from an amazing person. I still think of it when I hear our song...but along with the good memories...of teenage love and joy and happiness and summer love ....comes the sad memories.
The realization that you are gone and not coming back. The fact that your life was cut short. The loss of an amazing friend...amazing man. How can I ever forget you. You were my first true love....my first kiss..my first love. The first person to ever tell me I was beautiful.Granted I didnt beleive you...and I still dont...but you were the first.
You were the first person to teach me to get a little crazy and have fun. That life was meant to be lived. Not to stand by and watch everyone else live it. You definately lived up to your own words.
Every now and again I think of you. I sing to you (yeah thats me singing not a cat dying...now hush you)I pray for you...I cry for you....I remember you.
I know you are in a better place...but I still wish so badly that I had you here with me...a phone call away. Someone to tell me I will make it thru the hard times. To make me laugh, to make me smile. I know you are there...I dreamt of you last night. Thank you for that. Thank you for somehow always coming back into my life...my mind...my heart when I really need you most. You have always been an amazing strength in my life.
I miss you...I love you....I admire you...I look up to you....I miss you. You are my forever friend and I hope that my heart...my mind will never let you more than a memory away from me.
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Dear Santa
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Posted:Nov 22, 2007 2:14 pm
Last Updated:Nov 27, 2007 4:56 pm
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Here's my Christmas List....
1. A Leather Paddle that says Bitch (@ the crypt)
2. Choclate Syrup
3. Some new sexy lingerie
4. Someone to wear it for...lol
5. A weekend at a bed n breakfast in Leadville
6. Some strawberries and whip cream
7. Queen size Hot Pink Satin Sheets
8. That really hot cop I met and never saw again
9. A long drive on a cold night to look at the lights with some cocoa and a hottie to keep me warm.
10. Ummmm....suprise me!!!
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A question
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Posted:Nov 20, 2007 10:03 pm
Last Updated:Jan 23, 2008 9:46 am
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To all of you I pose the following question asked of me by my current roommate.
If you could change the past without affecting the present would you do it and what would you change?
My answer to her was ....
I could not change the past without affecting the present. And even if I could...I wouldnt ...because my past...all of our pasts...have made us the people we are today. And I probably like myself more now than I ever have. My life...my trials...my successes have all come together to make me me...and I dont want to change that.
So....whats your opinions?
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